Jen

11th August 09

2009-08-11T20:44:00.003+08:00

listening >> Paparazzi by Lady GaGa

its suppose to be 92 days from today,
but it sounds like forever to me.
or maybe its really forever.
if u are happy, then i should not be greedy.
i should let you go, because u are the world to me.

10th August 09

2009-08-10T03:42:00.002+08:00

listening >> My Love by Mariah Carey feat The Dreamz

I'm okay.
:)

6 August 09

2009-08-06T17:19:00.002+08:00

listening >> Butterfly Fly Away by Miley Cyrus feat Billie Ray Cyrus

after the Langkawi trip,
basically everything is back to normal,
wake up, eat, sleep, wake up, eat, sleep.
what a boring holiday.
i'm a bored person.
Argh!!!!!
looks like everything around me is screwing up lately.
my love life,
my life,
and more...
argh~
can someone hold me tight.?
anyone?

Langkawi Trip 2009

2009-08-03T23:04:00.009+08:00

listening >> I Wish You Knew by Mariah Carey

hey people,
i am back from my Langkawi Trip with some of my course mates.
we had alot of fun laughing, making noise, and getting crazy...
we took almost 400 pictures through of the whole trip,
this is just a small part of it...
its kinda mix up,
i am lazy to rearrange it... lolz...

we went to Pulau Payar for Snorkeling
and we look like idiots.
on the flight back to KL
we have to get up way early every morning, cause everyone fights for the toilet.
having our last dinner in Langkawi at Tang Long restaurant, the food is really good.
on the way to Pulau Payar, the ship was going way fast, so our hair is a total mess.
inside the ship... or maybe ferry?
me and my boo
i can explain about my look... it was 7.45 tat morning..!!
i slept in the bus.... hehe
we went to Underwater World, and i dont noe wat the hell i was doing
acting cold but its not...
Inside the Tropical Forest with tat parrot who only knows how to say Hello
we made a trip down to the jetty just to take the eagle picture to prove we are at Langkawi
as usual, acting gay and destroying the picture.
group picture.
i dont noe whos leg was it. but its defenately not mine. cause i am still sleeping

in the condo... those gal wake up dam early..
the moment we arrived in Langkawi.
i noe our room is messy.. cause there is 7 ppl inside.. with 1 toilet.!
pris and me in Palmview.

gay sucker~
just wanna be cooler than those birds~
acting cute but it doesnt work
group picture with tat eagle.
Okay, i am in Langkawi~
bullying Bao!
2 0.5 taking picture together it make 1.
somehow we are doing stupid pose
another picture with the flight.. god~ like we never been on a flight before!
its our shadows in the waves..
in the ship...
and i look stupid.

okay, so its fun...
had a great time in langkawi with the group.
was smoking my lungs out..
cause the ciggrates and alcohols are dam bloody cheap...
all we know is just buy buy buy.... lolz....
we went snorkerling and after that we jump into the swimming pool in the hotel.
it was like... OMG! TIRED!!
i spend almost a 1000 bucks there...
we only noe how to make lots of noise there.... talk the whole nite like nobodies business...
it was just a awesome trip..

27th July 09

2009-07-27T02:19:00.003+08:00

listening >> The Climb by Miley Cyrus

In people's eyes, Jen is always tough,
I will always smile,
it seems that i never get sad at all..
right this moment,
I just want to cry my pain out loud.
i cant remember how it feels to be in love,
i cant remember what was it like to be happy,
those happy memories,
i cant think of one,
itst just scenes of fights and fights running around my head.
its not how to settle,
i just want to tell you that i am sad,
this is my answer,
my simple answer.

who will understand what i am going through right now?
who's shoulder will be open for me to lean and cry on,
i just want to noe how it feels to be in love again.
just this once.

20th July 09

2009-07-20T21:56:00.003+08:00

listening >> Obsessed by Mariah Carey

WOW... my holidays are bored like hell..
cousin's back... but the problem is... my aunt is back with her..
which is annoying... and bugging me non stop...
wasn't quite happy these days..
i just came back from Melaka yesterday evening..
a whole 24 family members gather...
its like... wow... i could not imagine wat is like when we head back to China this year end...
it will be like a freaking tour..
had some fun in Melaka... with the seafood, it makes my day...
hehe...
surprisingly, i met Kimbee in Melaka... lolz...
had alot of food... really alot...
its like we are having a food tour around Melaka,
we went to the night market in Jonker Street after seafood dinner, then we ate some famous cendol...
the second day was like, weird noodles - melaka chicken rice - Tan Kim Hock Durian cendol - ice cream - satay..
its so obvious i am getting fat.... Shit..
we took alot of pictures..
shall update it in Facebook soon..
well... thats all for this post.. i am feeling sleepy.
ohya.. another 10 days to langkawi!
weewoo... ciggies.. HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday Ah Yeng Jeje

15 July 09

2009-07-15T02:05:00.004+08:00

listening >> American Sweetheart by Fall Out Boys

Finally, I am having my one month break.. weewoo...
it is quite boring..
i have nothing to do...
no outings no activities...
die loh... feel like dying...
finally finished my Semester 2..
looking back at those pictures... hahaha...
very funny...
Me in class...
Pris and me...
Experience Roland Event
Bao Bao and me
Darling and me
Celebrating our final day of exam in red box
errr.. i dont noe what am i posing for...
"za-ing" kelvin's Bo
Shanice and me...
this is the gang tat gang bang me by letting me sing 4 words in 1 song, and most of the songs is in chinese which i dont know.. so let me see.. i only managed to sing 3 songs tat day..

10th July 09

2009-07-10T02:42:00.002+08:00

listening >> Heal The World by Michael Jackson

i am quite moody right now...
its my last paper for Sem 2..
Entrepreneurship!
god! i cant remember a single thing through out the whole book...
my mood just like went to the worse mood ever!!!
this is like the 1st time i feel like crying because of my studies!
over stress!
God! please help me!!!
wonder if i could pass my paper...
dam.. it just seems so hard!
i am tired! i want to sleep
i guess i gotta stay up all nite to study...
feel like killing myself...
i nearly cried while i was hugging Gabe...
dam emo right now..

4th July 09

2009-07-04T01:03:00.003+08:00

listening >> 25 To Life by JoJo

its over.
3th July 09.
everything has called to an end.
its all over now..
i just lost my words.
i wont explain anything.
this relationship comes to an end.

30th June 09

2009-06-30T01:25:00.003+08:00

listening >> Gone Too Soon by Michael Jackson

Well, as everyone knows,
Michael Jackson is no longer here on earth with us..
its quite sad tat he is gone..
his music is just too good.
tell you a lil secret,
he was my idol since young..
his music is a msg to everyone on earth,
listening to his songs again,
just made me feel so down.
doubt he is weird, but he is a talented guy,
His songs is just so emotional.
since he is not here on earth, i just hope tat he will rock heaven.
the king of pop will never be replaced.
God bless you!
he's gone too soon~

alright, after Michael Jackson's speech,
its time for my own.
i am exhausted, stress!!!!!
finals is next week...
7 subjects, 1 weeks, 1 jen..
equals to 1 dead jen!
god bless me too..

22 June 09

2009-06-22T22:01:00.003+08:00

listening >> Brown Eyes Blue by Crystal Gale

well.. i'm a bit hot temper these days..
is like so many things and so many people trying to pist me off...
i dont noe.. i just feel like smoking my lungs out...
i need to chill..
exam is finally coming...
2 weeks more...
FINALS!
sei lor....
hope i dont fail any subject..
if not...
i will cry like shit!
lolz...
i am not a cry baby....
i have nothing to say about my love life...
its like getting worse...
"you are right, and i'm always wrong!"
the quote of my relationship with my galfren..

18th June 09

2009-06-18T22:59:00.002+08:00

listening >> Together by Neyo

I thought i was everything in your life...
but i think i am not right this minute.
in your eyes there is only you,
in my eyes there is always us.
i wonder how you feel about this post after reading.
am i not ideal person in your life.
maybe i am....
you have me...
i dont get you anymore..
you rule my life,
i've never ruled yours...
i wonder if we could switch identities,
then maybe you will know that how i feel...
the word break up always comes out from your mouth,
is it so easy to say this word every time we fight?
or are you just hoping i would say "yes, we break up?"
its tat wat you want from me?
i've been trying to tolerate you all these while,
why nobody is tolerating me?
why arent you tolerating my feelings,
i am not a person who is ruled by you all my life,
i want to live the way i want,
and while you are reading this, you would say
" since you are so not satisfied with me, then just break up la!!!"
"i dont deserve all this from you, you should have you own life!!"
haiz...
i am meant to be controlled by you all my life....

17th June 09

2009-06-17T15:23:00.001+08:00

listening >> Crazier by Taylor Swift

Well, i skip class today...
dont ask me why,
is not me who doesnt want to go..
anyway... its a boring day..
i have nothing to do..
they still dowan to do the graphic assignments,
so i am taking my own sweet time.
had a long talk yesterday while lunch,
did my BKA pop quiz yesterday..
lolz...
when out for dinner yesterday,
cause it was mama's birthday.
many people starting to pist me off.
and... tats all

14th June 09

2009-06-14T00:08:00.003+08:00

listening >> I've got Rhythm by Leanna Horn

well, i wasn't feeling well today...
dam that gastric! argh....
hate it so much...
but it will never go away and it sick to me like glu~
god...! how many more years do i have to live with this?!!!
finally, all the assignments is done and hand up...
i get my good nite sleep... relax again..
butt is kinda boring...
no one wants to hang out with me....
hmm... i wonder why....
even Baby also dont want to hang out with me...
mom's b'day is on tuesday...
guess what i got for her?

11th June 09

2009-06-11T01:42:00.002+08:00

MY BRAIN IS LACKING!!!
BECAUSE I AM LACK OF SLEEP!!!
I HATE MY ASSIGNMENTS!!!
BUT I GOTTA LOVE THEM!!!
CAUSE THEY HELP ME ALOT!!!!
SO I LOVE YOU ASSIGNMENTS, IN THE MEANTIME I HATE YOU ALOT!!!
I THINK I AM GETTING CRAZY!!!
DONT BLAME ME!!!
IF YOU THINK I AM CRAZY, THEN DON READ MY BLOG!!!!

I WANT SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!

4th June 09

2009-06-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

listening >> Crazier by Taylor Swift

i dont noe what happen,
i woke up around 9.30pm,
entered the conversation,
started discussing about re-doing the project.
and the 2nd thing i noe...
someone is discriminating me,
because i am a tomboy, i shouldn't be in the photo shoot for our product ad..
i am speechless...
disappointed!

4 June 09

2009-06-04T01:34:00.002+08:00

listening >> Imma Bee by Black Eyed Peas

well.. i am desperately lack of sleep!!!!!
fuck those assignments,
i dont understand why they have to throw 4 assignments to us in 1 shot?!
omg!!!
i am just done with 1, and 3 more to go!
omg!!!!
i am trying hard to squeeze those words outta my brain!
today's class was boring~ haiz....
i want to sleep~~~~
MAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
imma tired,
imma sleepy,
imma crazy,
imma bee~~~~~~~

2 June 09

2009-06-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

listening >> Black Or White by Adam Lambert

i dont noe why,
suddenly felt like blogging,
well..
nothing much happen today.
just felt like writing something,
but not sure what to write since nobody reads my blog also...
going to start my assignments tonite...
so yea.... its shit!!!!!!
i think i am gaining weight these days,
its like WOW the way i eat....
until sometimes i scare myself...
many things is up in my mind...
but just dont noe how to say it out...
i think things had change while these days and months went by,
looking back at what i had done in the pass,
sometimes make me laugh at myself that
why am i being so childish...
but i believe people have to go through this no matter what...
what if i am like BOB in Monsters VS Aliens?
no brain at all...
i think life would be so much better...
doubt you dont have a brain you still can be a super hero...
somehow... i felt kinda tired,
actually, look at my life....
i have everything i want...
but, why am i not happy?
haiz....
felt like an idiot....
hmmm..... i wonder why...
i should be lucky..
darling, how we 1st met? how we 1st gotta noe that we are in love with each other?
why am i asking stupid questions?

31th May 09

2009-05-31T18:16:00.006+08:00

listening >> No Boundaries by Kris Allen

well, long time no update.. kinda rotten d..
it was a busy week last week...
i had my BKA presentation on thursday,
it was scary, because we gotta present in BM!!!
OMG! thank god everything went well,
and we got 28/30 marks!
not bad la!!! lolz...
then this following 2 weeks is called " week of hell"
2 big projects in hand,
1. graphic events midterm project.
2. a business proposal.
dead week,
haha.. but thank god!!!
after this we are going to penang again!!!
weewoo~~~~
this time it will be fun!

some pics from the BKA presentation

poser shit
being cici because baby want me too
where is my head?!
Dr.Tan , Pengerusi Bao, Puan How
practicing

presentation

lolz!!!!
edit... she ask me to post 1.....

24 May 09

2009-05-24T00:07:00.002+08:00

listening >> Meditation by Olivia Ong

give me 10 explainations about what it means by a normal relationship

1. No overnites.
2. No vacations together.
3. No commitments
4. No promises
5. No rules.
6. No kisses and huggies in public
7. 100% privacy.
8. 30% of secrets shared.
9. No touching
10. Just being normal

" If you meant a normal relationship, that means this relationship will end soon, in a relationship, there is nothing called "A Normal Relationship" because every relationship is something unique, those memories you gain together, it will never be the same. If you know it wont last, then just let it go before it gets ugly. "

define a normal relationship to me...
i search the internet too..
deep down, you just broke my heart again.
well... is okay. cause its meant to be broken..
tell me,
how long will we last this time?
its a normal relationship is what you want..
okay, A Normal Relationship you have.

22 May 09

2009-05-22T01:31:00.003+08:00

listening >> Hatin on the club by Rihanna

well... having diarrhea these few days..
dam.!!! maybe is because of the "no smoking for 3 weeks" thing...
maybe my body is not use to "not smoking"...
good lord.. i have been suffering like mad these days!
suppose to go home after UHTI class today,
but after that i decided to stay for Entre class and project work~
great news! I pass my UHTI midterm test~
hmm... its consider okay cause i didnt really study...
nothing much happen these days,
just felt lonely sometimes...
is like why the whole world is picking on me?!
gosh!!!
i need a life~ assignments is killing...

18 May 09

2009-05-18T01:48:00.003+08:00

listening >> Waking Up In Vegas by Katy Perry

yesterday nite

Me : Mom, i twisted my leg...~
Mom : Why are you so careless?! you noe if you injured your old wound again how much trouble you will cause again?!
Me : it was too dark, i couldn't see the stairs!
Mom : You should had be more careful...
Me : "fed up" can you bring me to see the doctor tomoro?
Mom : You 1st Aider wat~ like you dont noe what to do? you can handle yourself isn't it?

then after that, i walked off....
sometimes, i just want a lil bit of love and care...
but why everyone doesn't seems to show it to me?
maybe is a small matter to them...
by not showing care and support and love...
i wonder...
do they really noe how i feel?
at the end of the day,
i went to guardian, bought some medicine..
got home and rub myself,
my mum is fed up helping me to rub my wounds~
darling is at home playing pet society~
haiz!
who is willing to pity me?!

Penang Trip

2009-05-13T02:35:00.005+08:00

listening >> Lucky by Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat

well...
as everyone knows,
DEMT Jan09 students were busy for the Teacher's Day Event last friday...
hahaha, finally.. it was a success!
everything went well...
after that... we head straight up to penang for a weekend break....
so the main purpose of going to penang is just FOOD!
haha....
we had so much fun,
we ate good, cheap seafood, ate more good food at Gurney Drive, when to Sunset Bistro, and walk...
so overall..
we had fun!
i love every single moment when we were in Penang..

Penang Album
Me and my babylobster dinner its the same lobster.Watching the sunset in Sunset Bistro
the
its beautiful for a reason!
on the bus!
she farted...
i was just acting!
i am rubbing my nose this time... and.. she farted~

4th May 09

2009-05-04T00:19:00.002+08:00

listening >> Boom Boom Pow by Black Eyed Peas

Haven't been eating for a few days,
no mood to eat,
you noe why!
i went to wang leehom concert last nite,
it was a great concert,
but leehom looked like an ant to me,
cause the stage was like freaking far..
but overall it was nice,
his Bahamut shocked all of the 26000 people in the stadium.
the sound is so unique!
anyway, it was evon's 18th Birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL!!!!!!!!
she was kinda down yesterday,
hope she will be fine soon.

i miss you!

22 April 09

2009-04-22T02:01:00.003+08:00

listening >> Mornin by Brian McKnight

forgotten to update my blog these days..
freaking busy for Business English Assignment and Graphic Events Assignment!
but finally... everything had ended...
so now i at least can chill out for awhile before the next assignment comes.
so much things had happen these days...
fighting, arguing, shouting here and there, angry, emo, whatever it is you name it!
nearly got a fight with gabe, haiz.. dowan to talk about it now...
now, there is one more gal in my HATE-LIST!!
C***** TE*
well, just wanna do a shout out to you "FUCK THE HELL OFF OUR LIFE! YOU ARE BEING SUCH A BITCH CAUSING UNNECESSARY PROBLEMS, AND YOU ARE A LIER! A GOOD 1, YOU HAVE NO MUCH DIFFERENCE THAN YOUR MOM... "

trying to help her, and then got into her shit! fuck you la...!

______________________________________________

today's class was ok, Roland people came to have a briefing...
well.... god knows something will happen to Chi Hua Hua!!!

Picture of the day

17 April 09

2009-04-17T00:39:00.005+08:00

listening >> Somewhere by Katherine McPhee

well.. class was smooth going....
AFTER entre class.....
miss merry came to us and talked to us....
basically we got complained!
WE NOE WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE!!!
we actually kept quiet at the beginning....
then we could not take it anymore...
so we decided defend our rights~
we told miss merry everything and miss merry was very understanding...
she gave us some advice and support us at our decision...
so yea....
after tat we went to pyramid for late lunch and i went shopping!!!!!!
wahaha.. now owe Bao Bao money pulak...
cause someone owe me money and now i gotta owe someone money...
great!

Me and Pris!
Stephy & me
same clothes... !
Yan Yan & me~

15 April 09 part 2

2009-04-15T15:21:00.006+08:00

listening >> Chocolate Legs by Eric Benet

well... haft way to college then only found out Ms. Farisha canceled class....
we have BE presentation today...
we managed to finished in time...
but those sem3 bitches are so fucking getting on our nerves....
kept on commenting on our presentation and our marks!
fuck you sem3 students!
Ms. Catherine was like praising them above the sky and step us till below the land....
what a difference!
we all knew she is going to do so...
but what to do...
they are "the smart ones"
and we are nothing in their eyes!
after ms cat left the room...
we had some photo sessions!

- Album of the day-

Womenizers~ Jen, Yen, Baosem2's tbs!we can be cute~~~Jen and KimB~
Yan, KimB, Me!Jen, Pris, Angel, Stephy, Shanice, Yen, KimB

Bully her!thinking! Yen!! Head up!!!

15 April 09

2009-04-15T02:47:00.003+08:00

listening >> Love Theme from St. Elmo's Fire by David Foster

had a kinda like fucked up day today...
everyone has been fucking banging me like shit all day long...
i feel so depressed...
fucking no mood...
i dont understand...
why a phase "i dont noe how to do"
then i have to do everything...
fuck Business English!

--------------------------------------------
being myself isn't easy,
i cant predict whats going to happen to myself in the next 10 years..
maybe a failure, a person without a future...
i felt like screaming...
do not let go! do not let go!!!!!!
but at the end...
you still gotta let go~

I missed you, i really do...

13 April 09 part2

2009-04-13T15:29:00.002+08:00

listening >> After The Love

I'm still having class right now..
really pisted off and disappointed...
our proposal didnt make it...
but we are joining 2 proposals as 1...
dam it....
dam no mood now...
feel like smoking my lungs out...
haiz... all the hard work we had done
so many nights of staying up doing it...
now... everything its gone....
sem3 students kept questioning us like mad...
fuck you all la....
we noe tat you heard our plan~

13 April 09

2009-04-13T01:43:00.002+08:00

listening >> Amapola by Andrea Bocelli

someone gave me a David Foster's CD & DVD
so i was listening to it almost all day...
now i noe who wrote those beautiful songs all these while...
went to shopping wit evon, gabe, and edward yesterday...
had alot of fun...
pics will be updated soon...
went drinking session at TTDI wit juer and evon, gabe and edward
gabe was like drunk...
and i gotta take care of him....
AGAIN!
never mind la.. its ok...
because we are family...
big announcement!!!
i went to church today...
cause it was easter...
everyone was like seeing a ghost when they all saw me
acting friendly like i am a freaking alien~
there is this uncle was like...
My name is Meng Teik.... nice to meet you
he scare the shit outta me!!!!!!
ok... i am down with flu, and then cough will come, followed by fever...
so.... just waiting for it...

11 april 09

2009-04-11T01:21:00.003+08:00

listening >> If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys

had a 2 hours class today,
but i couldn't take it,
so i left class while ms Merry gave us a 5 min break..
went to pyramid to do some stuffs
came home... exhausted,
dead asleep...
suddenly phone calls rang non stop,
got me awake to answer them...
at the end... was awake until now....
so, we had a plan by going shopping tomoro with the gals and a few more friends...
then the gals ffk me~ GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
basically i also dont noe whether the plan is on or not....
the best thing is, i have no more mood d....
dam fucked up~
nothing to do, so go look see look see at some old pics...
memories popped up again,
which makes me emo...
got accused again~ and again~ and again~
fed up!!!!!!!!!

=Picture of the day=

6 April 09

2009-04-06T23:27:00.007+08:00

listening >> Be Without You by Mary J Blidge

Ms.Karen's class was canceled this morning...
so we took sometime to go............SHOPPING!!!
well.... it was just window shopping... better than nothing!
so the girls wanted to go Nose to see shoes....
and then we were like trying out those sunglasses!
later on... we went to Giordano, and we saw some cool Ts
so we decided to buy all the colors and wear it in college on wednesday!
lolz.... the best part of those Ts is they have 8 colors!!!!!!!!!!!
after all of this... we went bak for class...
overall... it was tiring!

Bi, Jen,Stephy
Bi and me!
abby ah!!!!!!!! plus me la!
somehow i think this pic is cool
poser sial!!!!!!!
what the fuck?!
LALA~!!
she is big size, i am cute size!
Me and Bi
why is my head half gone!!!!!!!!!!

OPPSSS!!!!!!!!!!
TERLUPA!!!!!!!!!

NIGEL THE BEST BUDDY EVER
WIT MY SPECIAL MADE BOW TIE !!!!!

hahahaha..... i can laugh even i am sleeping la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

April updates

2009-04-06T01:43:00.006+08:00

listening >> Blame It (On The Alcohol) by Jamie Foxx feat T-Pain

well... long time no blogging...
was busy with sem 1...
now bak to the busy life in the starting of my sem 2...
i managed to get on to sem 2!!!!!!!!!!!
having a better life right now....
freedom.... love.... friends..... and lots more yet to come..!
been naughty recently...
when to some clubs...did something unexpectedly!
No No No No No... someone did something to me which make me unexpected!
haha... this is the way to write it!

i dont noe what the heck we are doing!
adorable Amanda and The one and only ME!
Expensive-to-touch women named Emma and Dont-mind-paying= Me!
FuCk you!
gorgeous yi wen and cute looking yet hot looking me!
she is unpredictable!close her eyes!!!!
just yi wen and me

2009-04-06T01:16:00.002+08:00

JEN'S BAK TO KICK SOME ASS!!!!!!!!!!!

NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE...

END THE PAST,

MOVING FORWARD TO A BETTER LIFE!

release anger

2009-02-10T00:24:00.003+08:00

listening >> I'll Have Nothing by Whitney Houston

To only you who is important to me,

it seems tat i need you.
your velvet voice makes me calm.
your beautiful eyes loosen my anger.
your cheerful smile smelts my heart.
your mysteries heart is always tempting my thoughts.
I would run to you if i could,
but afraid of losing you.
i wont say i love you, cause i would loose you too.
I'll say " I heart you" cause i really do..
slowly in time, you blend into my life.
it makes me feel like I need you.
"I will be all that you want and myself together cause to keep me from falling apart"
i would say
"When you need someone to love you, Here I am"

thank you for helping me to release my anger~

long update

2009-02-09T02:05:00.008+08:00

listening >> More Than Words by Frankie J

well... having a good life now..
not bad..
college works kills me to the max point of my life.
have been busy long long time ago..
cant remember the date when it started..
finally happy again, yet still busy..
had some fun for the pass month..
officially legal to go clubs..
met a gal..
and.......
well... haiz, i dont noe.
it seems tat i am not important to her..
but well... nvm

25th Jan

2009-01-25T13:42:00.004+08:00

listening >> 心跳 by 王力宏

well well well...
i cant be updating my blog everyday like the old days...
college started... assignments as high as mountains!!!
omg!!!
chinese new year is tomoro....
lets get rich!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha...
i think this CNY will be boring...
i only have 2 days holiday from college!!!
unfair loh!
anyways...
i met a gal...
and...
=smile=
no matter wat...
just, it wont work out...
i noe it.
hahaha...
all the best to everyone,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR...!
PARTY HARD!!!

update 2009!

2009-01-09T18:55:00.003+08:00

listening >> I Hate This Part by PCD

well... has been a longtime i didnt update my blog d....
gosh~!!
dam retarded man...
been busy these days...
i spend my new year with a bunch of friends..
then...
i got drunk...
hahaha,
well....
finally....
i went for orientation yesterday...
suppose to go today...
but i didnt...
well...
starting class on monday!
finally...
I'M GOING TO SUNWAY COLLEGE~!!!
apparently, i will be studying Events Management...
my course only got 16 people...
thats a small group of people....
well....
alious!

dumb blog

2008-12-29T21:54:00.003+08:00

listening >> gr

well.. this blog is almost dead if i dont update...
i think mushrooms will pop out infront of your screen right now!!!!
hahaha...
well.. before Christmas i was busy working..
well.. i went to One Utama for an Apple roadshow...
dam, the event was 5 days...
i went 4..
met some new friends over there...
kinda fun...
i've been playing my friends Ipod Touch for 2 straight days!!!
i was dying to get one that time...
but i cant!
no money...
well... hope i can get more money now...
i was totally sick while i was working!
had fever and flu and cough and headache...
worse part!!!!
vomit!!!
dam!!!!
ok ok ...
until now i am yet sick!!!
darn!!!!
i spend my christmas eve and christmas with yan and trani.....
ok ok.....
and now....
erm... nothing much...
been going out everyday until i forgot wat day is today!!!
ok ok..
ohya!!!!!!
hold on!!!!!!!!!
i finally got the story book that my Rumah Kuning juniors promised me...
i got it today...
and the story was really amazing!!!
i love those turtles!!!!
thanks for all the hard work and effort tat you put in...
i finished it in the car while going to mid valley today!
ok..i wanna go now! ciaoz.

boring!

2008-12-10T02:23:00.002+08:00

listening >> If I Were A Boy by Beyonce

i think i am going to close down this blog...
cause i barely update these days...
i use to update my blog everyday...
but maybe i am getting old...
haha..
there are a few things to update...
well...
1stly...
i went to Barcelona on saturday..
omg! it was boring...
and the dance floor was so small...
dam...
there were plenty of stakers....
but they ain't staking me...
haha...
well...
over all...
it was so DAM BORING!
2nd...
met vicky on sunday...
overnite in Yan's house wit vicky...
3rd....
my parents went to bali!!!!!!!!!!!!
for a week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha..
well.. it was their 24th anniversary?
i think so..
so i bet they are enjoying them self in bali....
well... (dont come bak wit another baby, then i am fine)
lolz
grandma and Ah Yi came to stay wit us for this week...
my youngest cousins obviously have to come along..
they are so dam noisy...
disturbing me from sleep in the morning!!
and making noise in my house for the whole day..!
GOSH!!!!
haiz...
quite boring these days...
i cant stay out late at night...
ah yi kept on nagging me....!!!
issh!!
ok ok.. i want to go la...
chiaoz

Euphoria!!

2008-12-04T19:39:00.010+08:00

listening >> So What by Pink

well.. i went shopping wit Evon, Yoong Loong, Jazz and JJ yesterday..
so...
we went to klcc in the morning...
i went to Topman,
i found this nice shirt....
so i was test it...
when i came out from the fitting room..
evon and jazz was like "fuck you..! you look like a boy..!!!"
hahahaha...
cool....
so at the end,
i bought it....
and i wore it immediately..
hahaha..
and then...
we went to sunway pyramid....
i went to body glove and get the pants i wanted...
and i just wear it immediately again..
get some privates...
and done!
finally...
my 1st time to clubbing yesterday nite...
we went to Euphoria, Ministry Of Sound.
wahaha..
dam it was so dam nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love the dance floor....
it was so cool...
i've been dancing for 3 hours straight!!!
wahaha..
so nice!!!
i was bettling wit Gabby all night long...
it was so cool!
i wanna go again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well...
i guess you guys havent see my latest pics!
so......
from left... JJ, Jazz and ME!!!
this is Yoong Loong, (evon's cousin) he is a cute dude... but i am not into him haha!!!!

i dont noe wat i was doing...!
i look retarted!this... er... i also dont noe!its yoong loong's vest...!
get the sign?!!! EUPHORIA!!!!!!!haha... we took pics after MOS
gang pic!
isn't she hot?! she is my new gal!!!

Its Sean!

2008-11-30T02:15:00.002+08:00

listening >> If You Leave by Musiq Soulchild feat Mary J Blige

well..
kinda tired yesterday...
so today i slept until 1pm..
went to Shoik as usual..
met Gabby and Hans for dinner..
Gabby's dad came along..
he is nice...
he treat me for dinner.. (thanks Uncle)
after that...
Sean called Gabby..
they had plans..
suddenly Gabby passed the phone to me..
talked to Sean..
haha...
it was funny..
while we were talking..
suddenly he was like "damn! i never seen a big lizard in my house before!"
i was like... "wat the fuck?"
hahahaha...
he came...
and suddenly Gabby told Sean that Rebecca and the sis want to come out..
so Lucas wants to join cause he cant drive out..? or watever reasons la..
Sean send me home to change cause he ask me to join him..
by the time i came bak to Shoik..
i saw Lucas..
after that...
Sean said he doesnt want to go..
then Lucas was like...
hey, you coming?
i was like... "i'm following Sean's car.. so if he goes i'll go"
lucas went.. " go la... we are not ditching you.."
swt...
i dont care you guys la..
i just feel more comfortable hanging out wit Sean and Hans la..
so we went together to Rebecca's house..
then.. Sean told them we are not going..
at the end... Hans hopped into our car..
and we went to Nathans for tea...
haha...
Sean is a cute dude..!
told us many funny stories la..
my head is like... aching right now..
so i better get my ass to bed...
nitez!

real story

2008-11-29T02:22:00.002+08:00

listening >> I'll Been Loving You Long Time by Mariah Carey feat T.I

long time didnt blog...
SPM is almost over...
1 more paper to go..
2 Dec.. i will fly..!
basically...
many things had happen this few weeks..
i fought wit Lucas and the gang..
i left the gang...
it was a long story...
something like....
they wanted to ditch me off for the other plans..
but they didnt... but i felt tat..
and i found out..
kinda sad and disappointed about the whole situation.
at the beginning.. i really was so disappointed tat i barely slept for 2 days..
2 days after tat...
alex called me, and he said he Lucas wants to see us and settle everything once and for all..
but when i arrived,
what i saw was Rebecca and Heather with the whole gang sitting together..
i thought for a sec...
hey... if you wanna settle... why u guys bring chicks along?
if you bring them along..
why call me out and settle everything..
come on... be a man la.
settle it with those who are involved...
i was really angry when i saw those gals there...
not because i am jealous..
but i just think, settle it like a man la!
Lucas and Gabby dare not come to say hi,
so they called Alex to come over to invite me and yan to the other table.
i said is alright cause i dont feel like sitting with them...
Lucas and Gabby finally came over..
i didnt say hi...
and then Lucas got pisted..
end of tat day..
today...
i finally couldn't stand this crap anymore..
so i called Lucas and Gabby to come for a talk..
apparently, i dont noe what had happen..
it seems tat Lucas's parents found out he had quit his job in Shoik..
Leo came to Shiok to have a drink...
so we bum into each other and sat together..
Leo noe tat he had quit his job..
so happen Lucas drop Hans over to Shoik..
and he saw we talking...
he went home..
and he was mad about us telling his brother tat he quit his job..
but we didnt...
he got pisted and came to Shoik with the whole gang.
finally..
we settle everything today...
but i dont noe why was he lying all these while..
whats the point of lying?
i dont noe what good advantage that he gets...
but to me... its all bullshits.
the best part of the whole settlement was.....
suddenly, Lucas say...
The problem started wit Rebecca...
i was like.... "why say so?"
he went "its obvious, you and Alex were acting weird tat time"
i said " what you mean...? you think i am hitting on her?"
gabby and lucas said "yea!"
swt...
in my brains was like.. "swt! what the fuck?!!! come on... this is funny... i talk to gals like tat.... i always do so..."
but maybe they haven't see me talk to gals be4... thats why they think like tat la...
all i want is just to make friends and have fun..
why are they thinking so far away?!
haha...
what... so they think i am good enough tat Rebecca will fall for me?
haha...
if i want..
I CAN GET WAY HOTTER GALS THAN REBECCA!
all i noe right now is....
Alex is a bitch la...
he is just another asshole...
Lucas and Gabby said that they dowan to ruin friendships...
but what were you guys doing to me these while?
trying to Ditch me Off from the gang...!
come on...
if it wasn't for me... you guys wont be friends...
but fine... i told them i wont go out with them anymore...
until now... i am yet still disappointed on Lucas...
well... dont talk about tat anymore la..
i went to sunway today...
it was kinda fun..
met Melanie,
haha...
enjoyed!

SPM time table!

2008-11-19T18:21:00.002+08:00

listening >> Love Story by Taylor Swift

ok ok...
1stly.. i wanna say...
whoever took part in planning the SPM time table this year..
Fuck You all....
how could you time it together while 2 papers are having at the same time!
Stupid! wear a specs la!!!
okok..
today was Arts 1..
we were quite cool...
around 2.30pm (half an hour later)
when the teacher said "sesiapa yang siap dan nak keluar, sila datang ke depan"
quoter of us just stood up and walk to the table in front..
pn.Chu was standing outside asking us...
why come out so early..
hahahaha...
well.. i planned to leave at 2.30pm from the very beginning..
so i called yan to wait for me at 2.30pm to fetch me home..
hahaha...
i thought i have a 12 day break...
but the Paper 2 for Arts remains the same date and same time..
so i gotta go bak to school to draw next week!!!

sisha!

2008-11-18T12:53:00.002+08:00

listening >> Crush by David Archulata

well... is almost the ending for spm for me...
today will start at 2.30...
damn it...
haha...
yesterday night we went to Nathan's for SiSha!!!
my 1st time..
and its good!
we ordered mix fruit plus mint...
it was nice..
water was licking from my nose..
hahaha,
but it was good...
headed home..
and i couldn't sleep...
around 4 something..
i only manage to get some rest..
but haiz...
got a bad night mare..
until i got shock and woke up..
and now....
i gotta get ready for my moral paper..
see you guys soon!

Oh-O

2008-11-15T19:19:00.003+08:00

listening >> Shake It by Metro Station

ok... things went wrong..
did i tell you my dad caught me smoking straight for 2 days?!
yea... i think i didnt tell you guys..
well..my dad didnt tell my mum...
phew!
but... kinda scary now...
hahaha...
finally i am scared of something..
no..
i am afraid of many things..
but just i wont tell you!
hahahahahaha...
i dont noe why am i not tat afraid of things right now..
maybe i am leaving school...
so its like,
i wont get caught for something bad...
HAHAHA!!!
well...
i have many things i didnt tell you bloggies..
why dont...
i tell everything today?

1st. I smoke
2nd. I am dating someone for sometime..
3rd. I'm an alcoholic!

well... is kinda only 1.2.3
haha.. sorry..
my mum brought me to LowYat Plaza today..
she said there was a PC fair going on..
so she asked me to check it out..
cause i will be getting 1 year end..
so i was looking around for Laptops..
I decided to aim for Sony Viao..
but mummy dont let!!!!!!
haha..
there was another few brands..
i think i will buy either Dell or Compact..
Acer is outta my list cause my uncle is using it..
he was like showing off his damn Laptop when he 1st brought it,
"my laptop got build in Camera.."
and continue bla-ing..
so... i am going to buy a better, nicer, hotter, cooler, than him!
haha..
i- such a child! hahahaha

=Picture Of The Day=

Cups

2008-11-14T16:50:00.008+08:00

listening >> What Cha Thinking About That by Pussycat Dolls feat Missy Elliot

i finally noe how the meaning of Cups in B.R.A type!

Spm had started!!!

2008-11-13T18:47:00.002+08:00

listening >> That's What You Gets by Paramore

SPM!
it had arrived...
the papers was.... ok...
4 down, 4 more to go!
it was kinda fun...
cause i would be throwing book from my staircase..
HAHA...
" A throw book ceremony!"
haha...
the 1st and 2nd day of SPM was tiring..
today was better...
i ended my paper around 11.10am..
so i left the classroom..
and went home..
slept until 5.30pm..
wow.... am i tat tired?
Yes i am!

last memories from high school

2008-11-07T17:53:00.005+08:00

listening >> Just Stand Up by Various Artist

wow....
Yesterday was the last day of school for me..
and all the form 5 from our school..
in the morning..
the 1st step of walking into school again..
it was like.... scary...
cause there is only form 5 students in school...
the school was empty...
quiet...
walking around...
memories appears...
thinking bak...
when i was just form 1...
and now...
3 more weeks to leave this school..
i think i might miss the old days in high school wit my frens..
we shook hands wit most of the teachers in school for the last time..
Pn.Ilmia and Pn. Fauziah nearly cried when they saw me..
haha...
we hugged...
i think they were the teachers tat loved me in school...
Pn. Hanu was so damn fake..!
haha... just make me laugh...
took tonz of pictures...
our last memories in high school...

well.. this is my high school...
group pic!!
seriously... i dont noe what i was doing...!
dreamdude?..david and evon..
i really dont noe wat i was doing...i guess i wanted to become superman?show off!!!

Hector Olivera

2008-11-04T00:12:00.004+08:00

listening >> Today by Joshua Radin

WOO! can believe it...
SPM is in another 6 days?
yea i guess so...
well... was kinda busy these days...
worked for a concert in KLCC Convention Centre wit my dad and lucas and Yan..
it was.... wow! cool~
i spend the whole day in KLCC....
had good food through out the day...
Thanks to Catherine!
fall sick the other day.. haha...
i was kinda busy tat day...
runing in and out...
calling those KLCC workers to do things...
hahaha...
kinda fun doing tat..
I love Events!
so... yea!!!
the Organist was Hector Olivera
A great great person..
very funny dude...
he is one of the greatest organist in the the world...
he is from Argentina..
the songs he plays was tremendous...
the played "Fight Of The BumbleBee"
it was... freaking FAST!!!
with hands and legs together..
he also played "Dont Cry For Me Argentina"
it was so touched!!!
omg...
i gotta go now!

thinking.....hmmmm???

2008-10-28T03:04:00.002+08:00

listening >> The Way That I Love You by Ashanti

have not been studying anything these days...
well..... i also celebrates Deepavali..
i went to sunway for 2 days straight...
doing nothing...
1st time felt sunway pyramid is fucking a bored place to be alone..
maybe i had too much time spending it alone..
so i've been thinking...
"what if i am gay?"
"how would it be in college?"
"will i be forgotten in high school?"
"will i miss high school?"
"am i tat cool as those people say?"
"am i a heartbreaker?"
"did i over reacted in high school?"
"did i killed someone without noticing from marching?"
"so wat if i have gay friends?"
"do i have time to go bak to high school next year?"
"can i pass my SPM?"
"can i go to California to see the Live Ellen DeGeneres Show?"
"can i meet Portia De Rossi too?"
"can i stay beside Ellen's house?"
"will i really become gay someday?"
"will my friends accept if i am gay?"
"will all my friends attend my 18th B'day?"
"can i go bak to school next week to take all the pictures wit all my juniors?"
"am i gonna cry cause i will miss them?"
"will they remember me?"
"or will they be happy cause i am leaving high school soon?"
"should i go bak to high school to visit them next year?"
Damn...
i guess i've been over thinking these days...
owh! i think i am gonna cry..!
maybe is like...
when i go bak next year...
those people will be like..." who is this fellur who tries to act cool over here... old freak!!!!"
OMG!!!
i dont think i wanna go bak to high school!!!!
ahhh...
getting a phobia!!!!
i think i will be going bak to school for my last day of schooling on next friday!
for some pics..
well... bloggies...
good nite...
sleep tight...

Ellen Degeneres

2008-10-25T04:48:00.005+08:00

listening >> Good Good by Ashanti

lately...
i'm addicted....
to "The Ellen Degeneres Show"
basically...
i am addicted to Ellen Degeneres!
haha..
i think she is really very cool staying in the age of 50 yet jokes around every waking moments..
god..~
she became my Idol man!!!!!
just love to see her show so much...
what a talented women she is...
she is successful, and just newly wed to Portia De Rossi!
DAMN!!! Portia is freaking beautiful!!!
Lucky Ellen!
their wedding pics were...
fascinating!
marvelous pics!!!!

nothing much to blog about myself..
cause besides studying,
i did nothing..
ohya...
my mum... she cut this out for me to read..
well... all i can do is just laugh!!!!

whats the problem wit Fatwa?
come on...
so wat if gals wanna become tomboys?!
they hav their life to live...
last frase...
WHY CARE?!

Maths..

2008-10-20T02:25:00.002+08:00

listening >> Move Shake by Pitbul

SPM is like...
another few more weeks..
guess... end of my high school life is almost over..
i heard those people say..you will hate school life when you are studying,
but you will miss it when you are in college or working..
well..
i dont noe about that...
cause i always hated schooling..
haha..
these days..
i guess i am really pumping myself...
pumping books la..!
i dont pump nowdays..
well.. i am getting Older!!! as in Old type..
no energy to pump like last time...
thinking bak around May or June..
BSMM time..
wow... cant imagine how much effort i put in..
my friend asked me...
why do you put more effort in other activities but not studies?!
i gotta say tat... i am not a study type of person..
in fact... i loved BSMM, and other activities more than studies..
looking at those pics tat we took earlier this year..
my bunch of lil juniors were marching hard in the mean time getting scold by this Evil Bitch (ME)
haha... felt so cruel! haha
so juniors out there, please dont curse me!
well..
everyone noe tat i hated maths alot...
but i've gotta say,
tat i am pumping my maths even though i say i hate it,
seriously..
i nearly Killed Jimboy due to him teaching me maths..
now i noe tat i missed out many topics..
but hope i can learn it in time..
having maths tuition for 5 hours on saturday nite wit Jim..
and had 2 an a half hours wit Catherine today..
my brains are like..
Gonna burst!
damn...
but no choice la...
for SPM, for Credits and for Sunway College..
i fucking have to force myself to love maths now..
if not... i will fail it..
so Jen... YOU BETTER FUCKING DO YOUR MATHS AND GO SQUEEZE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN JUICE EVEN THOUGH YOU DONT NOE HOW TO DO IT...
haha... well.. this is a motivation to myself!
all the best everyone..!
ohya.. juniors..
i noe i have missed many things in my life..
so you guys better cherish every learning moment you have..
some teachers sucked in school..
but if you hate them.. go for tuition..
it helps..

"if you wanna love the subject,
love the teacher first..
then you will understand wat the heck it tat subject all about!"

nitez!

end of the day..

2008-10-14T03:42:00.002+08:00

listening >> Always Be My Baby by David Cook

is kinda late right now...
was studying just now..
eyes getting blur..
so i think lets call it a day...
nothing much had happen today..
some fights with my mum and brother...
the worse thing i felt....
i didnt even get a chance to explain..
and my mum just kept on scolding..
i got fed up..
i have nothing to talk to my mum...

PMR

2008-10-13T00:09:00.001+08:00

TO THOSE 15TH YEAR OLD KIDS OUT THERE READING MY BLOG....

OOI! WHY ARE YOU STILL READING MY BLOG?

GO AND STUDY FOR YOUR PMR!!!
HAHAHA....
ALL THE BEST AND DO WELL!

All in 1

2008-10-09T01:34:00.003+08:00

listening >> 612星球 by S.H.E

S.H.E finally released their latest album...
ahhh.... i'v been waiting almost a year for it..
well... i'm a BIG FAN!
so whoever dislikes them,
you better dont talk about them infront of me..
if not the next thing you noe is tat you will be whack nor curse kao kao from me!
haha..
felt so tired these days..
dont noe wat had happen to me..
i've been sleeping alot previously..
like... i sleep around 2am and wake up at around 11.30,
take my "so called" breakfast,
and 1pm... i'll go bak to bed and wake up at 4pm...
what the heck?!
lolz..
well... people who noe me well noe tat i am "sleepable"
my record was 25 hours...
i dont noe why..
HEY! TATS A GIVE FROM GOD!
dont laugh!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
started studying for SPM...
1 months time to the big war..
well.. after the war...
Me and my friends are having hugh plans..
we are going up to penang again for GOOD FOOD..
gonna spend a few days up there..
enjoy and relax ALOT..
just a small group of friends around 5 person..
1 gay, all gals..
wahahhaa..
tats why..
whoever wish to sonspor me something,
dont worry... all i need is cash~
gotta save up to spend in penang...
and somemore... there will YEAR END SALE!
WACHA... shopping... here i come..
but basically..
i dont shop like normal gals do..
cause i am GAY!
hahaha..
my wish list is just a few..
- SHOES!
- IPOD!
- HANDPHONES!
- LAPTOPS!
- CLOTHES..?!
- DIGITAL STUFFS!
- CDs!!!
- FOOD!
- STARBUCKS!
yea.. i told you is just a few..
hahaha..
so... anyone wish to sponsor me?
i can sense tat after SPM...
time will pass very quick..
and good news to all bloggies...

On The Year 2009, January 15.
"I AM OFFICALLY HAVING MY 18TH BIG BASH POOL SIDE PARTY"
well..
still planning...
i noe some people out there will say...
why plan so early..
its because i want everything to be perfect on my 18th b'day!
i only hav it once in a life time..
and my dad is sponsoring..
weewoo..
alcohol and liqouirs are provided...!
dont worry~!!!
wahaha...
guest list is not out yet..
but...wahaha...
whoever i am going to invite...
YOU SHOULD APPEAR THAT NIGHT!
wahaha..
well...
i wanna go watch "Ps. I Love You" now..
and sleep later...
so....ciaoz...

:Picture of the day:

Penang Trip

2008-10-06T00:43:00.004+08:00

listening >> 月光手札 by S.H.E

well..
i guess you bloggies got bored wit my blog cause i didnt update it for a long time?
FYI,
i went bak to Penang for the raya!
eh eh eh eh... FYI again...
Aku bukan malay!
i dont celebrate raya...
i just went bak because there was long holiday!
hehe..
stayed in my condo over there..
so basically we just spend on food and shopping!
hahaha..
the food there was---------WOW..
i walap every single food is available in penang!
my god..
i think i am fat d..
then we went to Feringgi to buy DVDs..
wahahahaha...
i walap almost 12 DVDs just for myself!
SHOIK!!!!!
lolz..
i have only 2 aims to go to penang..
1. FOOD!
2. DVDs!
wahahaha..
eventually,
everything in penang is way cheaper than Kl...
the food, and the best thing... DVDs..
is only 4 bucks...for 1...
so whatever movie i want...
i just take..
and my dad pay!
wahaha.... (sorry, i am a spoil brat!)
i guess i put on weight now..
OMG! I"M FAT!!!!!!!
ahhhh!!
dam... if i stay in penang...
i guess when you go up to penang and look for me...
you will probaby see a FAT me...
or maybe you will ask.. "who the heck are you!"
well..
i met my cousins there..
they are so cute..
i bet u all also wanna see how cute at them?
haha..
dont worry...
i got pics!!!!!
haha..

HE IS MY COUSIN! NOT MY COUSIN'S DOG!

The Kings

2008-09-30T01:47:00.005+08:00

listening >> MamaMia by MamaMiaS?

well... went to sunway yesterday..
kinda funny la..
went wit Lucas, Alex
I told Lucas...
"hey pundek! wear nicely ah!"
and the second thing i noe...
he was in a Shirt!
those formal kind...
hahaha..
he looked so serious!
then i was like....
ok ok...
then i change to my shirt in the car too...
coincidentally i brought my shirt along cause i want to put in Yan's house..
so i changed along..
then we went to alex's house to pick him up...
he was in his Hip-drop style..
so we said...
"ooi fucker! go change la..!"
so he changed along...
so it was like...
3 guys in semi-formal look walking around in sunway!
LOLX!
Yan came along later..
we went for snooker,
and Lucas was complaining about his front hair blocking him..
so he asked Yan to buy hair clips for him...
with "Strawberry"!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
lolz...
he look so fucking retarded Gay!

Alex suddenly say..
Lucas is the King of Snooker,
I'm the King of Pool,
and when it was to me..
he had no words..
so i said..
"I AM THE KING OF MAH JIONG!"
wahahahaha
so we lepak and lepak and lepak until 1 something in d morning..
today!
ok we woke up at 1 something
go lunch in shoik..(as usual)
for the pass 2 weeks..
we have been visiting shoik everyday!
so basically,
we are VIPs...
after tat..
went to sunway again..
wit my family..
cuz they wanted to watch MamaMia!
wow..
it was nice...
damn.. i miss the old songs..
I love Pierce Brosnon!
hahahahah!!!
is like...
when those casts sang those songs..
everyone in the cinema will be like "OWH!"
hahaha...
its like..a oldies concert
hahahaha..
then after that..
met Evon, April and Yao Hui,
went for "tea" wit them..
chit chat..
and so on...
lolz..
and Evon Wong always love to kacau me..
lolz... had alot of fun la..
and now..
i am fucked bored!

Mah Jiong

2008-09-27T23:31:00.003+08:00

listening >> Crazy In Love by Beyonce

it was just another normal day today...
so we decided to go to my grandma's house...
keep her acc0mpanyed...
well...
we prefer to play games wit her...
to keep her away for Alzheimer
and the game we play
is the king of all games ---'' Mah Jiong"
eventually...
many people doesn't understand the concept of "Mah Jiong"
so they dont like it...
Aka---- my mum and Yan
but now...my mum kinda interested in it..
haha
ok ok ..
basically...
i learn Mah Jiong in the age of 5?
yea.. 5 or 6...
and i have been playing it around 11 years?
well.. bloggies..
dont be like me..
my mum use to say tat i am a bloody gambler...
cause every chinese new year..
we will gamble..
but well..
i dont play big....
i just stick to our family rule...
2bucks 4 bucks..
ok ok...bak to just now..
well...
started losing around 15 bucks at the beginning...
but after a few rounds...
my turn to win..
i almost won around 50 bucks...
gave all the coins to bak my grandma..
cuz it was too much.. and i dowan to take home...
gave all the lil cousins some pocket money...
and stuck bak some money into my grandma's purse when she didnt notice...
hahaha..
me and Alden always do tat...
cause we wont her money but when we give her bak..
she doesn't wanna take it ...
so we just gotta do it secretly behind her back..
lolz... but every time sure catch us doing it..
then we will run around like chickens.. and scream~
hahahaha...
at the end....
my wallet only have 15 bucks..
hahaha...
some people say i am stupid...
but is just a game that we enjoy playing as a family activity...
lolz..
so even though we win alot.... we will still share..
hahaha...
well.. i always keep this quote while i gamble...
"when you win, you should share, then you will win more... then you should share more"
hehehe~
nitez

friday nite

2008-09-27T15:59:00.002+08:00

listening >> Spotlights by Jennifer Hudson

ok...
we were suppose to go to Barcelona yesterday night...
but because of some stupid reasons...
i got fed up... so we end up didnt go to barcelona..
we decided to go sunway also..
me, Lucas and Yan went for a movie...
"Money No Enough 2"
well..
it was funny at the beginning...
but when its almost the end..
it was really sad...
its meaningful...
but we just dowan to see the movie again..
then me and Lucas went for supper..
i reach home around 3.30am...
ok tats all...

trials... Over

2008-09-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

listening >> 梨花香 by 李于春

FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!
trials is OVER!!!!!!!!!
its time to parthay people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally stressless~
today was kinda...
ok... fine...
my nose bleed like mad today just right after my recess~
ewwww~~~
then while doing paper 2...
bleed again
alamak!
got so fed up...
terus sleep...
haha...
juniors... please dont follow me...
is not a good thing
well..
is time to rest...
gotta take a good rest..
ohya...
i nearly forgotten!
just now me, Yan and Lucas went to shoik..
suddenly...
we saw a wira pass by...
it was Yan's parents in the car..
haha...
they were snicking only lucas cause we said he was Yan's boyfriend..
haha..
then after tat..
HERE COMES MY WHOLE FAMILY IN THE CAR!
and my parents asked me...
is tat Lucas?
i was like "yea~"
so eventually...
Lucas became both our boyfriends in a sudden...
haha..
tats so hilarious..
we were laughing non stop in Shoik~

the old days..

2008-09-23T01:15:00.002+08:00

listening >> Love In The Club Remix by Usher feat Beyonce plus Lil Wayne

nothing much these days..
haha..
only everynite out for "Tea" wit a bunch of friends..
surprisingly,
i met Chee Wei, Vincent, and the one and only Chee Leong today..
haha...
i was so happy...
i still remember the old days while i was in form 1..
"The Famous 5"
lolz..
i was still young...
1st year of secondary school...
such a idiot then...
i recall..
i was a good friends with the famous 5..
haha..
all the admires always run up to me and ask me
" Are you Joel's girl friend?"
haha...
well..
FYI
Joel was the best looking guy among the 5s..
haha...
he was my neighbor!
and we knew each other for 8 to 9 years before studying in S4..
haha...
when i think back..
hahahahaha...
its so funny...
i always hang out with them..
so i bet those admires curse me alot..
especially i shared drinks wit Joel..
hahaha.. tats hilarious..
we are too close..wat to do?
haha..
and Chee Leong..
doubt he wasn't one of the 5s..
but he was also popular in school..
cuz he is a magician...
haha..
and i love him alot..
he thought me magic...
haha...
but now...
i'm a lousy one..
cause i never practice..
haha...
well..
the old days are over..
but it was a memory to keep forever..
haha,
and we should look forward to life..

Ps :: (myself) Cheer up.. you hav a long way to go..and even though your surgury is not successful, yet.. u hav a life to live..! someone important is waiting for you now and always... and you will have spenty of supports from your friends tat care about you... face live like a man, dude! life might be short, but make it exciting! Go Jen!!!

hehe.. sorry ah... Ps too loooooong~

bad new..

2008-09-20T18:06:00.004+08:00

listening >> Celebrate Me Home by Ruben Studdard

Well..
yesterday was Econs paper..
i was kinda disappointed cuz i couldn't make it for the paper..
i bet Pn. Chua will question me wit thorns about it...
haiz...
so..
frankly,
i have a reason for not being in school...
maybe is stress??
my head started aching for the pass few days..
and my nose bleeding like shit...
over and over and over again..
which got me so fed up..
so my dad decided to bring me for a check up yesterday in Sunway Hospital~
bad news bloggies..
for your information...

A SURGERY

for my nose..
haiz..
kinda complicated...
dont noe wat went wrong wit my right nose..
well..
dont get me wrong..
i am not going to put a fake nose on like Michael Jackson
just a surgery inside my nose...
well...
i heard...
if its not really successful...
i might cant smell anything wit my right nose anymore..
i just have to leave it to God..
but is alright...
Cheer up Jen!

Mushroom Vampire!!! AHHHH!!

2008-09-16T20:46:00.006+08:00

listening >> Dangerous by Akon feat Kardinal Offishall

wahaha..
today was Arts paper..
so eventually..
only those who take arts students only go to school today...
damn...
is like...
only 58 students from form 5 went to school today..
tats a number!
wahahaha..
there were 6 question for drawing..
but we only hav to draw 1.
so i decided to draw....
the mushroom vampire..
Yan and Evon said it must be a scary 1..
so this is my creation!
if you have heart attack...

DONT CONTINUE READING...

my mushroom vampire!!!!!! Scary leh?!

new house

2008-09-14T18:56:00.003+08:00

listening >> Ocean Deep by Cliff Richard

nothing much had happen these days...
finally had a good sleep after the tired exams last whole week..
well..
yesterday nite...
my "kai zai" kit kit's mum invited Yan's family and me for dinner..
after tat we went to their new house to visit!
wakao!
so dam nice man..
42inch sony bravia!!!
black and white sofa~
king size bed!
wahahahaha..
dah giler...
wahhahahahaa...

1st week of trials..

2008-09-13T00:50:00.003+08:00

listening >> There's Nothing by Sean Kingston

well... didnt really update my blog for nearly a week
cuz..
Trials...started!
so the 1st subject is BM,
following, english, moral, and history!
phew!
god~~~
it nearly killed me...
bm was ok ok...
still can managed...
english was.... also ok ok...
didnt really have enough time... but... i did finish the paper...
hope Hanu doesn't give me low low marks..
just because she hates me!
haha..
wanna noe why..
loooooooooong story!
we fpught last year...
more details.. can look for me..
finally went back to school for 4 days in a row..
felt so tired up!
the moment i came home....
is the moment of sleeping!
is like...
automatic..!
the " i need to sleep" quote will pop out in my brain and wants me to sleep
thought of studying..
but at the end..
Sleep!!
ok ok ...
i gotta go sleep now!
need Rest!!!
bye!

weekend update

2008-09-07T21:24:00.004+08:00

listening >> Because You Love Me by Celine Dion

been laughing for the whole weekend till today...
kinda enjoyed all the laughter...
had some chit chat nitez...
stayed in Yan's house for 2 days...
kinda tired until both of us were like pigs...
we watched "Love Guru" last week...
and we are still talking about it...
hahahaha...
makes me laugh all day along
"B.I.B.L.E"

B-asic
I-nstructions
B-efore
L-eaving
E-arth

hahaha...
best part was my Idol-
Jessica Alba dancing in a Sari!!!!!!!
and singing Hindi song!
Alamak!
laugh like mad!!!

tomoro is the starting for Trials!!
scared!!!!!
hope tat i have 5 credits la!!
well...
just gotta pray hard and absorb as much as possible right now!

meet up wit the gang..

2008-09-04T22:41:00.003+08:00

listening >> Listen by Beyonce Knowles

been waking up 8.30am for the pass whole week...
gotta accompany Yan...
and i only get to sleep 4am in d morning..
go out for nearly the whole everyday..
today was special...
finally...
i got to meet hsiny and tharani...
it was almost half a year that we all didnt meet up and talk the whole day...
we're crapping the whole day...
went to sushi king for breakfast...
after tat... Chillies! for lunch..
wow... lunch was cool..
we sat there for almost 2 hours plus...
just to talk and talk and talk...
after tat...
Yan got sick..!
ah....~~~ poor thing..
went to the doctor wit her...
around 8.15pm..
she say she have breathing difficulties..
run to her house..
when she open the door..
DAMN!
her face was white in color...
scary...
thank god she is fine now...
caught up wit fever and running nose plus fever..!
hope tat she will get well soon...
i didnt noe there was a kitten in her shoe rack outside her house..
i saw something small moving..
so i took a look...
DAMN... MA KA HAI!!!!!!
tat kitten scare me to death man...
it wanted to come in to the house!
OMG!!!!
when i left the house...
auntie asked me to bring the cat away..
Ahhhhh... NO WAY!!!
i dont like cats..
but at the end..
i used my keys and made tat cat follow it...
HAHAHAHA...
how smart of me...
hehehehe ....
well... i can feel the "sick" is coming...
so better get more rest now..

Ps :: Lai Kah Yan... get well soon!!!

Merdeka Countdown

2008-08-31T20:29:00.003+08:00

listening >> Kiss Goodbye by Wang Lee Hom

yesterday night was the best Merdeka countdown tat i ever experienced..
we gathered some friends...
bought 2 cartons of Carlsberg and some pizzas..
evon, yan, lucas, kun, hao, kc, may, ling, alex and jass...
we started at yan's house...
then we moved to the one and only Bk 5 padang atas!
damn,
we thought there will be many people up there waiting for fireworks..
but in the end,
there was nobody up there..
so we rule the padang like its ours!
we drank alot...
running around,
taking tonz of pictures wit evon's new canon camera..
screaming out loud...
dancing wit those polls...
and we played Truth Or Dare..
but eventually...
we only Dare It...
played a few rounds...
this is the 1st time tat i was involved so madly in this game..
instead doing stupid stuffs..
like singing and dancing...
we turned into... WALAH!!
Yan, Evon, Jazz ended up taking their Bras off infront of everyone...
Lucas, Kc, Hao tooked their Pants off!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...!!!
i was squeezing Lucas's nipples the whole night..
so i think... he has 666 nipples right now...
i guess... i gotta buy him a expensive bra for his up coming B'day~
or... maybe buy "Boost Up" for him to drink..
LOLZ...!!!!!!!!!!!
obviously there is no toilets in padang atas..
so end up...
everyone pee behind the trees... hahahah!!
we fly kisses to everyone...
climb up and down,
acting like monkeys..
everyone enjoyed yesterday night..
it was a very fun night..!
like wat Yan said...
"welcome to the gang"
never had so much fun for a long time..
too bad queenie and the gang wasn't here...
if not...
the night would never end...

big fight

2008-08-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

listening >> Burning Up by Jonas Brothers

was in a big fight wit my parent just now..
why parents like to accuse their children?!
i choose to be quiet...
so let them talk!
no matter they are accusing me or not!
i never talk bak!
not because i felt guilty!
is because i am tired of talking about it again and again until there is no end!!!
forgive...
now i learn another new word...
if is me who is making the family so miserable..
so from today onwards!
i am not going to talk in my house with anyone!
sounds better?!!!!!
done wit my life!
i hate my life!
and i hate to be threaten...
tat makes me wanna kill someone!!

25 Aug 08

2008-08-27T01:11:00.002+08:00

listening >> 大城小愛 by 王力宏

yesterday...hmm... not really yesterday...
it was monday...
Yan's B'day...
we had a great time...
it was a lot of fun...
lolz...
i remembered...
i was dancing wit Queenie on the sofa...
no matter slow song or fast song...
is not a problem...
HAHAHA....
we were kinda gay gay dei!
lolz...
we went for korean dinner at night...
it was cheap...
haha....
ok ok ... gtg now...

working

2008-08-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

Listening >> You And Me by Life House

kinda tired because of working..
woke up at 5.30 in d morning on saturday...
ended my work around 2am..
and home at last at 4am today..
slept till 4 something..
bla bla bla...
met chuan li and su mei again yesterday...
and bla bla bla again..
and----------------
good nite!

flu..

2008-08-22T01:25:00.003+08:00

listening >> Wherever You Will Go by The Coming

-countdown-
3 more days to go

catching a cold now...
haiz...
school is starting in 2 days time...
and i'm here catching a dam cold!!!
meeting jin wen and the gang tomoro
they wanna go skating woh..
alamak...
scared la..
it has been along time tat v didnt skate..
haha..
i wonder...
how would it be, if you skate with the one you love?
-smile-

showroom

2008-08-21T01:07:00.004+08:00

listening >> Unforgettable by Nat King Cole feat Natalie Cole

-countdown-
4 more days to go

today was a shocking day...
my mum suddenly said..
"hey, lets have a look at the new houses in Taman Desa"
WTF..!!!
why the fuck wanna get a new house?
i dowan to move now!!
maybe few years later but not now...
but...
after we went to the showroom..
ok... we can consider about it...
haha...

the master bedroom..second bedroom... my room... wahaha
got alot of mirrors... YaY
the 3rd room...

holiday... haiz!

2008-08-18T23:17:00.004+08:00

listening >> You And Me by Sarah Brightman feat Liu Huan

-countdown-
6 more days to go

haiz...
holidays started d..
too me is like....
everything is getting worse...
havent been getting good sleeps these few days..
bigger problems ah!!!!!!!!
no money ah!!!!
dam sad ah!!!!!!!
haiz...
guess no one will understand me now...
maybe there is 1..
maybe Evon..
haiz...
GOD, please help me!!!

Itu Kamu

2008-08-16T01:47:00.004+08:00

listening >> Itu Kamu by Estranged

-countdown-
9 more days to go

it has been ages i never liked malay songs..
but this is nice...
thanks Evon for the intro
went to sunway for awhile...
mummy wanna go buy thing woh...
went and cut my hair again...
working next week mah..
haha..
gotta look good la!
hehe...
friday night always free,
so i went to Yan's house to lepak,
wahaha..
there was a Mint Chocolate in her fridge,
i cari cari...
eh got another 12 pieces underneath...
wah.. tunggu ape...?! terus ambik je!
Yan was so pissed...
HAHAHA!!!
tak de ape2 happen today la...
so... ciaoz!

late dinner.. or early breakfast?

2008-08-15T00:13:00.004+08:00

listening >> Stranger In The Night by Frank Sinatra

-countdown-
10 more days to go

blogging now.. kinda late huh?
i just finished cooking my dinner..
kinda hungry,
didnt eat anything for the whole day..
dreaming too much these days..
haiz...!!!!
ohya... forgot..
yan twisted my neck...
how great!

memories

2008-08-14T00:41:00.006+08:00

listening >> Moon River by Frank Sinatra

-countdown-
11 more days to go

today... was kinda ok...
nothing much happen...
it seems tat everyone in my school got picked for NS..
haiz...
i really dowan to go..
looking bak at my previous posts yesterday night..
well...
many memories..
phew...
time really passes really fast...
some people say...
when you are leaving this world soon,
there are many scenes popping out..
and then... not for long..
you are saying your last bye byes to the world...
i wonder is it true?
haha...
well...
i only can experience tat when i am going to die...!

National Service

2008-08-13T00:32:00.004+08:00

listening >> Yesterday by Leona Lewis

-countdown-
13 more days to go

well... rumors saying tat the National Service name list is out..
haiz...
everyone out there...
I'M IN THE LIST!!!
kinda disappointed actually..
i wont want to waste my time serving for the country by going to stupid camps..
wat malaysia wants?!
women warriors?
come on...
if there is really a war coming up...
i will definitely run away..
not worth fighting for my own country..
i thought malaysia is a country tat treats all races the same..
but why chinese and indians are mistreated?
if there is a voting whether should we have NS..
i believe...
no one wants to vote for NS!
NS...
disappointed in everything...
my country, my family, NS!
i'm way pissed!

God... why do you wanna play this on me? if you wanna punish me for my previous acts..
just do anything but not NS! haiz...

silly...

2008-08-11T19:02:00.003+08:00

listening >> Far Away by Nickelback

-countdown-

14 more days go to

was so boring today,
didnt even got the mood to study today..
kinda not feeling well today..
so yan gave me a silly game to play...
lolz...
quite fun...
i wonder if there is more funny questions...
lolz....
9 more days to go...
go go go go go~~~~~~~!!!!

family love...

2008-08-10T23:31:00.003+08:00

listening >> Empty by The Click 5

-countdown-
15 days to go...

rewind time to 1994,
when i was a 3 year old...
my dad and mum always bring me to the park opp our old house..
there i was...
cycling on my little bike with 2 extra wheel behind..
my dad will follow me wherever i go... just to keep an eye on me...
but 1996...
everything had changed....
all in a sudden,
daddy and mummy left me playing alone...
or maybe... i never went to the park and have fun anymore...
because my brother was born...
i was jealous... yes i was...
but there is nothing i can do.. but just to accept...
by forced... i did...
and my life sucked more and more...
today...
my brothers was not home...
left me and my parents...
i felt like i was 5 again..
we made our garden together...
my dad and i walk my bike to the petrol station to pump the tires...
the best part was... my dad cycled me home...
it was like... 13 years ago....
haha....
sorry to say... I was lack of family love for a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time...

A Friend

2008-08-10T02:06:00.005+08:00

listening >> Let Me Be The One by Cliff Richard

take a look at life...
doubt you may say,
"i'm a teen, i only have experienced life 1o over year only."
but... still...
what will you think about your life?
what was your best memories?
what was your best success though all these years of living?

some people say.. "life is too short to experience everything."
some people say.. "falling down is part of a chapter in life."
some people also say.. "friends are important in life."
izzit true?

did anyone of you out there.... got backstab from your friends?
have you ever cried for "friendship"?
have you ever felt disappointed in friendship?

i was disappointed in friendship be4, cried also... got backstab too...
but end up...
you will realize...
no matter how many friends you have,
are they truly your friends tat you can trust?
if you have thousand of friends...
but you have none to trust...
well... tat mean you don't own one..

A Best Friend...
who is someone when you needed help... they will back you up no matter what...
A Best Friend...
who is someone that you are willing to trust and deserved you to do so...
A Best Friend...
who doesn't care if you are good or bad, they will still believe in you..
A Best Friend...
when you cry, with a word unspoken, they will understand..
A Best Friend...
Is someone, tat you will heart them deeply..

Sometimes...
When a thought is broken,
just by a tender word of yours...

all i can say...
we live in a world full a challenges...
all challenges you can think or can't think of...
so...
tats why we live, tats why god made us for...

EVON, I Cherish YOU!

08.08.08

2008-08-09T14:35:00.003+08:00

listening >> Some People by Cliff Richard

well... Olympics started yesterday....
actually was the Opening Ceremony~
but I've gotta say... chinese really rock...
the opening ceremony was fantastic!!!!
the performance was wonderful...
CHINESE ROCKS!!!!

you noe bloggies,
time passes really fast...
1 year ago... i had 3 best frens...
on the 27th of June,
2 left me by breaking my heart into millions of pieces..
but.. another 2 frens came into my life...
we had great fun,
we drink, we danced, we shopped, we cam whore and much more....
but now... the other 2 is like fading away from me and evon...
so is like... bak to Me and Evon...
many ppl asked me...
why you cared for Evon so much?
the only reason i can give is,
because when everyone left me, she didn't. she stood there for me...
tats my reason.

yesterday,
when i was in yan's house,
i went out to the balcony,
i looked out....
memories flash bak....
how stupid i was in d old days..
haha...
never felt like dumb.
at the end... i just smiled.

wanted to wake up for breakfast wit Evon,
but i was too tired cause i slept at 4 this morning,
cuz i was busy watching the repeat for the Olympic Opening Ceremony..
so at the end.... i woke up at 1.40 just now...
haha... i'm a pro in sleeping..!

i learned

2008-08-02T02:27:00.003+08:00

listening >> I Can Go The Distance by Phill Collins

well...
i finally went bak to school to pass up my absents letter..
i went to see pn.ilmia today...
i cant get my cert bak..
cause of some reasons..
we had a long chat....
almost for 3 hours..
1 thing i like pn.ilmia is because she is an understanding person...
she gave me a phase "If You Think You Are Right, Fight Back For Your Rights!"
yea...
now i am gonna do alots more to get bak my rights..
i was in the silence for too long....
too long...
so i wanna stand up and fight back...
and i am going to do it in the right way..
evon said...
even though i said i gave up on pbsm...
but my heart is still in there..
because of people's acts,
because of misunderstandings,
because of ppl over using their powers,
tat got us to make a decision tat we never wanted to make
evon... i am gonna fight back not just for me...
i'm gonna do it for US!
to prove we are right at the 1st place..
the second thing i noe..
i am welcomed to help next year...
teacher said... you are always welcome to come back..
so...
if i hav the time...
i will come bak no matter wat...
so juniors....
get prepared for a new starting next year..
and prepared to get scolding by me..
nitez..

beer remix...

2008-07-30T01:10:00.003+08:00

listening >> 日不落 by 蔡依林

well... nothing much these days...
lepak wit lucas and leow wit yan on sat.
when for alcohol...
Scout plus Carlsberg
wow...
kinda nice... then v added coke!
dont try this... cause it will make you drunk very fast...
but i can still tahan...
small matter only...
haha..everything is going fine...
not to worry...
will be bak to school very fast...
i think....
the best slogan awards goes to Lucas Lim!
listen up...

I'm boostilious,
bootilious,
pussylious,
over all,

I'm Delicious!

well... haha... this got me laughing for 3 days...!
imagine tat...
nitez!

friday night out

2008-07-26T17:45:00.002+08:00

listening >> Label Of Love by Fergie

yesterday was the last meeting for BSMM,
so we dicided to have games..
it was kinda like amazing race + fear factor.
so.... kinda fun running around in the school...
haha....
everyone was searching for me like mad...
running from block C to block A, block B to block D...
i ran nearly every single corner in my school...
lolz...
after tat.. evon, me and ying decided to go for a movie in IoI mall..
cuz we were studying like mad these while...
so kinda get a time to chill out relax...
we went for The Dark Knight
weewoo...
damn this is the better then iron man, superman, and spider man..
this movie is so damn good...
is almost around two and a half hours...
tat joker was so damn fucking insane!!!!
batman was so........ OK... cool....
rachael was kinda old looking in this movie...
but nvm...
haha...
ying wanted to join us... but her mum was waitting outside d mall
so... like tat,
we wanted to go to starbucks and grab a cup of drink...
but it was closed...
so we left...
after tat... i turned around..
i saw someone waving at me..
so i went in again... and take a look
guess who i saw?!
it was Corina...
haha...
long time didnt see her...
haha..
the supervisor was kinda a cute guy..
lolz...
we treated us 2 cups of Iced Shake Tea Lemonate
haha...
guess i was also quite lucky...
we went bak to evon's house wit Lucas's ride...
haha...
we drank beer all night long....
around 3 something....
we went to rishard to grabe a bite...
we met Fazz... and max...
haha...
so.... ya... tats all i guess...

Ps:: Juniors... all the best in your july test..!

tuition...

2008-07-23T22:36:00.002+08:00

listening >> Angel by Leona Lewis

finally...started tuition today....
it was......everyone is from my school...
haha... smk 4(2)!!
met ghin shi there...
he stupid bastard!!!
hahahahahaha...
dont ask me why...
its fucking hilarious!!
finally Maths!!!
omg... i really couldn't understand wat the teacher was teaching about for the 1st 15min
but... haha.. at least i understand after tat...
i studied science last night... ahhh...
until around 4 in d morning!
haha...
kinda tired...
my mum didnt woke me up this morning..
so just let it be loh...
i met Wong Car Men in success too...
she sat wit me today....
omg...
haiz...
nvm....
better dont talk much..

bak to school....for meeting..

2008-07-22T19:42:00.002+08:00

listening >> Time Of My Life by David Cook

wow... it has been a long time tat i haven't been to school..
today...
went bak to take bak all my books from my locker..
i wonder why...
so many ppl asked me the same question..
"hey, you stop schooling?!"
no la.... aiyo...
wanna bring those books bak and study adi la...
trials is on the way...
so better study hard now...
went bak for bsmm meeting...
well...
is a good thing tat everyone agrees on me coming bak...
kinda happy...
at least they know tat i am not wrong afterall..
chen shin came up to me today and apologize..
i was kinda shock...
he said he was quite emo today...
haha... he felt tat he should apologize..
so he did...
well... i forgive him anyway...
no point having another enemy right?
so
"welcome bak Carol!"
i am bak to serve bsmm once again!
i dont noe whether his apologies have any other intension..
but...
nvm la...
he said sorry. so i'm fine wit tat...

Bangkok part 5

2008-07-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

listening >> I Will Be by Leona Lewis

Part 5

i swear... this is the last post!!!

ok ok... bak to Bangkok... we went for Thai massage!!!
its so cheap over there..... rm25 for 1 hour!!!!
wah... sure enjoy la... if not go there for wat?
leg was so pain after all the walking...
so time to relax...
straight on for 2 nites somemore..
hahaha..

its Geli ok!!!
harlo!we went to Big C ( something like giant) for our last war!!!! BUY AHH!!!!!
we brought everything bak to KL !!! wahaha
we went for chicken rice at nite... i guess it was to delicious until my mum got HIGH!!!
chak kak!!!
tuk tuk.....

me and mandy
cousins meeting!! " so.. who is the 1 who runs to get the sits tonite?!!!"

haha...so i guess this is all....
Bangkok shopping rocks!!!
i wanna sit tuk tuk again!
there is a good place for shopping!!!!
wahaha....

-The End-

Bangkok part 4

2008-07-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

listening > Time Of My Life by David Cook

Part 4

okok.... be patient.... there are many more to come!
so just bare wit me... and enjoy the pics!

bloggies from Malaysia... wats the color of our taxis? RED & WHITE right?! lame??!!!!
check this out!!!!!!!!
Purple...
Red Yellow
Orange
Blue
Green

cool huh? so many colors...!!! what a colorful country!!!!!!!!

i think we went to Platinum Mall for shopping....
hands down to these ladies above... shop for the whole day also still wanna shop!!! beh tahan!!!!
Eh.. hands down to us also la!!! we also shop the whole day... but kaki sakit!my couz.... we are 1 gang from young!! i am the smallest!! and the smartest! haha.. no la...

-ok... i swear... the next chapter is the last for bangkok!! to be continued!-

Bangkok part 3

2008-07-20T21:00:00.001+08:00

listening >> I Will Be by Leona Lewis

wind into part 3 guys~

well...
back to tat River...!!!
some pics wit my couz...

ok.... i can explain this 1.... see all those cat fishes?!! they are damn big size...they say if you feed it... you will lucky and your dream will come true... well...i am not sure about this.. .but we just throw those breads and all of them jump up from the water.... ewww..... river water!!!!!!!!

OK people.... i bet ou never see this in KL be4..!!! SAWADEEEEEEEE....!!!!
WOW... this is the best thing i ever ate in McD... Cheezzy fries!!!! is damn tasty!!!!

= i love thai people... seriously i do... even though i dont understand them... but i do respect them and look up to them... They love their King so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wherever you go... taxi, tuk tuk, shopping mall, tv, middle of the road, you will get to see the King's picture.... they really love and respect their King so much... and they love their country too.... when the national anthem was playing in the open door screen... everyone will stand straight and sing it... we were quite shock about it!=
ok... only thailand have this cute little taxi....
FYI, take a closer look if you can.... there is 6 ppl inside!!!
just a picture of starbucks... well....addicted to starbucks!!!! so like tat la...

-so many pics to be uploaded, to be continued.... again.-

Bangkok part 2

2008-07-17T23:47:00.010+08:00

listening >> Here I Am by Leona Lewis

Part 2

back for part 2...
so bangkok was the place for shopping and some eating...

bak to tat Along................ wat wat wat river

ok... this is my cousin from taiwan... Mandy... yea... i look good... haha.. perasan~~

Tanya, our tour guide said there is 30,000 temples in Thailand... and there is 1 on the way...
take a look at it... the way they build it... is so.... EM!!!!ok... family pic...eh...lost 3 person!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok... while the we are having that tour... there was a mini zoo beside the river...so... me, mandy, and my Alden Koko went in to have a look at those weird weird animals.. well.. they have many snakes inside.. and.. bear? deer? birds? ohya.. there was a tiger inside sleeping like nobody's business.. we saw the snake show.. some king cobras, python, and another i dont noe wats tat snake called snake.. kinda scary.. we nearly shit our pantz out..!!
take a closer look... -------------its you!!!!!!!!!
looking at....... erm... i think just a bird! haha!!
snake uncle's leg is so flexible.. i bet he learned Yoga
my grandma and my aunt... we went to this seafood restaurant. and it was the same name as my beloved grand-daddy's coffee shop's name... looooooooooong time ago... be4 i was even in my mum's stomach.. hehe!!!!

-to be continued, stay tune bloggies-

Bangkok part-1

2008-07-16T23:35:00.006+08:00

listening >> When I Grow Up by Pussycat Dolls

ok... didnt really post something up here for a week---i think...
i went to Bangkok!!!
for holiday...
you noe... lately... shit happens...
so... is better to go and have some fun be4 going bak to school...
bangkok was... Great!
the people there and kinda friendly...
i mean some of them...
we went for shopping...
and.... yea... Just Shopping!!

isn't it beautiful??

well... we went for a tour around the city on the 2nd morning...
we went to.........

ok... so we sat something like tat and went into those Kampung-kampung..

so something like tat...
ok... i am tired... continue tomoro...

-to be continued-

dearest tjun git...

2008-07-08T22:07:00.001+08:00

to be honest... i really felt disappointed among this issue... if ben didnt say anything about me "ponteng" i wont be tat pissed off.. but the point is.. did you noe tat did he really said tat? you are my president... yes, i respect you..but this issue... i am seriously very disappointed the decision you made.. if i am lazy... do you think i will still go for those activities? and... about tat report... can you tell me... besides what i wrote... is there anything else tat the members did? heart 2 heart talk... many juniors said is boring... wat should i write then? but anyway.. is not up to me to write the book now.. as someone else is dying to write it on my behalf... tjun git... i apologize for the way i reacted on friday... but seriously.. if chen shin didn't brought this topic out again.. i wouldn't have say a thing. but i can't control anyone as they are not my toys.. i am just sad tat why i serve bsmm for so many years, and this is wat i get in return.. i always trusted the team, as i trusted you too.. you are a good leader.. everyone knows tat.. i know you are one.. tats why i supported you all these while.. i wont want anyone to take this place besides you as you are the only one i noe is worth sitting is place... i guessed you misunderstand my meaning of "is time to let go". yes, i did say tat.. my meaning for it is i think its time to get the corporals and Lance Corporals to get things started... but not telling you guys out there i am letting myself free and just relax... i sincerely wished tat you asked yourself, did i ever miss a single meeting,activity,training,event before this issue started? i trust myself tat i didnt miss anything for bsmm.. i know i had been rude in my blog toward many ppl... but this have nothing to do wit my identity in bsmm... i noe when is time to play.. when is not.. this is my personal life.. and i dont wish because of my personal life you will look at me in a different way... i dare to say, everything i do for bsmm, i never thought of getting anything bak as reward or repay. if you really think i am not worth for tat piece of cert... just tell teacher.. i really dont mind.. i lost my bestest fren because of a piece of cert last year. and i dont wish i will lose you as my fren for the same reason... is just a cert anyway.. is just a paper... i dont take it as how important chen shin takes it as... i wanna thank you so much for allowing me to enjoy a wonderful year working wit you in bsmm... i gotta say i am very proud of working wit you, you helped me to succeed my dream to become a sergeant. thank you very much... i'm proud to hav you as my president, and my junior.. may god guide you to be a stronger, understanding person... i apologize, and thank you so much for still standing behind my bak supporting me. all the best.. god bless. Carolyn Tan

2008-07-08T03:21:00.001+08:00

Dont ask me why i dowan to go to school,
you wanna noe why?
simple..
FAKE PEOPLE SURROUND ME...!

sunway day..

2008-07-06T01:40:00.002+08:00

listening >> Best That You Ever Had by Leona Lewis

today....
went to pyramid again wit Almighty Evon and Yan..
looks like,
they are getting closer...
haha...
so we went for Handcock,
Yeah..
Will Smith is so damn cool...
we for some shopping..
got a brand new Akimi pillow case
thank you Yan...
yea...
because she bought for me!!!
wahahaa....
Untung!!!
yea...
Mandy... my cousin is bak from taiwan...
miss her so much...
when for dinner wit her...
and rushed bak to pyramid to meet up wit evon
when for starbucks as usual!
after tat...
when to evon's house for beer!
yea... I AM A DAMN ALCOHOLIC!!!
so? haha
i wont get drunk!!!
haha...
just came home!!!
haha....
wahaha...
forgot!
i bought a singlet from TopShop today..
wahaha...
i love it so dam fucking much!!!
it has been a looooooooooong time i didnt wear a singlet out...
NO... is never!!
haha...
went for pool again..
yea... addicted to it..
so?!!!!
i can be a professional player!!!
haha...

update abit.

2008-07-01T23:47:00.003+08:00

listening >> Yesterday by Leona Lewis

suppose to go school today...
but end up...
dont felt like going...
so I REALLY GOTTA GO TO SCHOOL TOMORO...
thinking of going bak to school and face those ppl...
kinda killing...
fake surrounding...
fake people...
haiz...
falling sick again...
fuck it man...

"bsmm juniors...cheer up... dont be sad.... i'll come bak and visit you guys next year..!"

2008-06-29T23:03:00.001+08:00

THIS IS SHIT ASS...!
I DISLIKE HOW MY PARENTS DO THINGS...
AND THE BEST PART...
I HATE MY BROTHER....TAT FUCKING ASSHOLE...
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Liar!

2008-06-28T13:40:00.002+08:00

listening >> Run The Show by Kat DeLuna

ok...
was pissed yesterday afternoon...
YCS... since you are so desperate to run this show all by yourself...
go on... ohya...
forgot... i resign.. is not because you win...
asshole like you are just dust in my eyes...
you think you are the pro...
but you are pro-loser..
and......
you are a liar...
you hav no prove or witness about me not doing my job~
oh.... i noe why..
BECAUSE YOU ARE MAKING THIS OUT OF YOURSELF...
you are just another amanda..
another person MOUTH FULL OF LIES!
enjoy working as a SU, SON OF A BITCH!

today.

2008-06-27T00:01:00.002+08:00

listening >> 會呼吸的痛- 梁靜茹

today was... yea...
nothing much
went for lunch wit ALMIGHTY EVON WONG and April..
end up we went to bk5 mamak~
well...
we talked alot about everything...
then we went to her house...
saw auntie...
auntie told me tat kakak said tat i was close wit steph...
LAST TIME...
and yea... i didnt talk to her for
TOMORO is----- 1 year!
yea.... June 27th..
1 whole year..~
well...
i've gotta say.. time passed really fast...
it has been a long time...
so...
we went to pasar malam as usuals..
i ate chow tau fu!
cool~~~~~
after tat...
we saw someone...
OMG!
plz... dont bring her and see me again!
i will puke like shit man!
haha... I AM SERIOUS!
ok...
then after tat we brought our "sai mai lou"
up to puteri 12 hill~
while we enjoy our "sai mai lou" and my "chow taufu",
we.....
FINE... MOOD CORRUPTED!
FUCKING NO MOOD!