15 April 09

listening >> Love Theme from St. Elmo's Fire by David Foster

had a kinda like fucked up day today...
everyone has been fucking banging me like shit all day long...
i feel so depressed...
fucking no mood...
i dont understand...
why a phase "i dont noe how to do"
then i have to do everything...
fuck Business English!

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being myself isn't easy,
i cant predict whats going to happen to myself in the next 10 years..
maybe a failure, a person without a future...
i felt like screaming...
do not let go! do not let go!!!!!!
but at the end...
you still gotta let go~

I missed you, i really do...