18th June 09

listening >> Together by Neyo

I thought i was everything in your life...
but i think i am not right this minute.
in your eyes there is only you,
in my eyes there is always us.
i wonder how you feel about this post after reading.
am i not ideal person in your life.
maybe i am....
you have me...
i dont get you anymore..
you rule my life,
i've never ruled yours...
i wonder if we could switch identities,
then maybe you will know that how i feel...
the word break up always comes out from your mouth,
is it so easy to say this word every time we fight?
or are you just hoping i would say "yes, we break up?"
its tat wat you want from me?
i've been trying to tolerate you all these while,
why nobody is tolerating me?
why arent you tolerating my feelings,
i am not a person who is ruled by you all my life,
i want to live the way i want,
and while you are reading this, you would say
" since you are so not satisfied with me, then just break up la!!!"
"i dont deserve all this from you, you should have you own life!!"
haiz...
i am meant to be controlled by you all my life....

17th June 09

listening >> Crazier by Taylor Swift

Well, i skip class today...
dont ask me why,
is not me who doesnt want to go..
anyway... its a boring day..
i have nothing to do..
they still dowan to do the graphic assignments,
so i am taking my own sweet time.
had a long talk yesterday while lunch,
did my BKA pop quiz yesterday..
lolz...
when out for dinner yesterday,
cause it was mama's birthday.
many people starting to pist me off.
and... tats all

14th June 09

listening >> I've got Rhythm by Leanna Horn

well, i wasn't feeling well today...
dam that gastric! argh....
hate it so much...
but it will never go away and it sick to me like glu~
god...! how many more years do i have to live with this?!!!
finally, all the assignments is done and hand up...
i get my good nite sleep... relax again..
butt is kinda boring...
no one wants to hang out with me....
hmm... i wonder why....
even Baby also dont want to hang out with me...
mom's b'day is on tuesday...
guess what i got for her?

11th June 09

MY BRAIN IS LACKING!!!
BECAUSE I AM LACK OF SLEEP!!!
I HATE MY ASSIGNMENTS!!!
BUT I GOTTA LOVE THEM!!!
CAUSE THEY HELP ME ALOT!!!!
SO I LOVE YOU ASSIGNMENTS, IN THE MEANTIME I HATE YOU ALOT!!!
I THINK I AM GETTING CRAZY!!!
DONT BLAME ME!!!
IF YOU THINK I AM CRAZY, THEN DON READ MY BLOG!!!!

I WANT SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!

4th June 09

listening >> Crazier by Taylor Swift

i dont noe what happen,
i woke up around 9.30pm,
entered the conversation,
started discussing about re-doing the project.
and the 2nd thing i noe...
someone is discriminating me,
because i am a tomboy, i shouldn't be in the photo shoot for our product ad..
i am speechless...
disappointed!

4 June 09

listening >> Imma Bee by Black Eyed Peas

well.. i am desperately lack of sleep!!!!!
fuck those assignments,
i dont understand why they have to throw 4 assignments to us in 1 shot?!
omg!!!
i am just done with 1, and 3 more to go!
omg!!!!
i am trying hard to squeeze those words outta my brain!
today's class was boring~ haiz....
i want to sleep~~~~
MAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
imma tired,
imma sleepy,
imma crazy,
imma bee~~~~~~~

2 June 09

listening >> Black Or White by Adam Lambert

i dont noe why,
suddenly felt like blogging,
well..
nothing much happen today.
just felt like writing something,
but not sure what to write since nobody reads my blog also...
going to start my assignments tonite...
so yea.... its shit!!!!!!
i think i am gaining weight these days,
its like WOW the way i eat....
until sometimes i scare myself...
many things is up in my mind...
but just dont noe how to say it out...
i think things had change while these days and months went by,
looking back at what i had done in the pass,
sometimes make me laugh at myself that
why am i being so childish...
but i believe people have to go through this no matter what...
what if i am like BOB in Monsters VS Aliens?
no brain at all...
i think life would be so much better...
doubt you dont have a brain you still can be a super hero...
somehow... i felt kinda tired,
actually, look at my life....
i have everything i want...
but, why am i not happy?
haiz....
felt like an idiot....
hmmm..... i wonder why...
i should be lucky..
darling, how we 1st met? how we 1st gotta noe that we are in love with each other?
why am i asking stupid questions?