thinking.....hmmmm???

listening >> The Way That I Love You by Ashanti

have not been studying anything these days...
well..... i also celebrates Deepavali..
i went to sunway for 2 days straight...
doing nothing...
1st time felt sunway pyramid is fucking a bored place to be alone..
maybe i had too much time spending it alone..
so i've been thinking...
"what if i am gay?"
"how would it be in college?"
"will i be forgotten in high school?"
"will i miss high school?"
"am i tat cool as those people say?"
"am i a heartbreaker?"
"did i over reacted in high school?"
"did i killed someone without noticing from marching?"
"so wat if i have gay friends?"
"do i have time to go bak to high school next year?"
"can i pass my SPM?"
"can i go to California to see the Live Ellen DeGeneres Show?"
"can i meet Portia De Rossi too?"
"can i stay beside Ellen's house?"
"will i really become gay someday?"
"will my friends accept if i am gay?"
"will all my friends attend my 18th B'day?"
"can i go bak to school next week to take all the pictures wit all my juniors?"
"am i gonna cry cause i will miss them?"
"will they remember me?"
"or will they be happy cause i am leaving high school soon?"
"should i go bak to high school to visit them next year?"
Damn...
i guess i've been over thinking these days...
owh! i think i am gonna cry..!
maybe is like...
when i go bak next year...
those people will be like..." who is this fellur who tries to act cool over here... old freak!!!!"
OMG!!!
i dont think i wanna go bak to high school!!!!
ahhh...
getting a phobia!!!!
i think i will be going bak to school for my last day of schooling on next friday!
for some pics..
well... bloggies...
good nite...
sleep tight...

Ellen Degeneres

listening >> Good Good by Ashanti

lately...
i'm addicted....
to "The Ellen Degeneres Show"
basically...
i am addicted to Ellen Degeneres!
haha..
i think she is really very cool staying in the age of 50 yet jokes around every waking moments..
god..~
she became my Idol man!!!!!
just love to see her show so much...
what a talented women she is...
she is successful, and just newly wed to Portia De Rossi!
DAMN!!! Portia is freaking beautiful!!!
Lucky Ellen!
their wedding pics were...
fascinating!
marvelous pics!!!!




nothing much to blog about myself..
cause besides studying,
i did nothing..
ohya...
my mum... she cut this out for me to read..
well... all i can do is just laugh!!!!

whats the problem wit Fatwa?
come on...
so wat if gals wanna become tomboys?!
they hav their life to live...
last frase...
WHY CARE?!

Maths..

listening >> Move Shake by Pitbul

SPM is like...
another few more weeks..
guess... end of my high school life is almost over..
i heard those people say..you will hate school life when you are studying,
but you will miss it when you are in college or working..
well..
i dont noe about that...
cause i always hated schooling..
haha..
these days..
i guess i am really pumping myself...
pumping books la..!
i dont pump nowdays..
well.. i am getting Older!!! as in Old type..
no energy to pump like last time...
thinking bak around May or June..
BSMM time..
wow... cant imagine how much effort i put in..
my friend asked me...
why do you put more effort in other activities but not studies?!
i gotta say tat... i am not a study type of person..
in fact... i loved BSMM, and other activities more than studies..
looking at those pics tat we took earlier this year..
my bunch of lil juniors were marching hard in the mean time getting scold by this Evil Bitch (ME)
haha... felt so cruel! haha
so juniors out there, please dont curse me!
well..
everyone noe tat i hated maths alot...
but i've gotta say,
tat i am pumping my maths even though i say i hate it,
seriously..
i nearly Killed Jimboy due to him teaching me maths..
now i noe tat i missed out many topics..
but hope i can learn it in time..
having maths tuition for 5 hours on saturday nite wit Jim..
and had 2 an a half hours wit Catherine today..
my brains are like..
Gonna burst!
damn...
but no choice la...
for SPM, for Credits and for Sunway College..
i fucking have to force myself to love maths now..
if not... i will fail it..
so Jen... YOU BETTER FUCKING DO YOUR MATHS AND GO SQUEEZE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN JUICE EVEN THOUGH YOU DONT NOE HOW TO DO IT...
haha... well.. this is a motivation to myself!
all the best everyone..!
ohya.. juniors..
i noe i have missed many things in my life..
so you guys better cherish every learning moment you have..
some teachers sucked in school..
but if you hate them.. go for tuition..
it helps..

"if you wanna love the subject,
love the teacher first..
then you will understand wat the heck it tat subject all about!"

nitez!

end of the day..

listening >> Always Be My Baby by David Cook

is kinda late right now...
was studying just now..
eyes getting blur..
so i think lets call it a day...
nothing much had happen today..
some fights with my mum and brother...
the worse thing i felt....
i didnt even get a chance to explain..
and my mum just kept on scolding..
i got fed up..
i have nothing to talk to my mum...

PMR

TO THOSE 15TH YEAR OLD KIDS OUT THERE READING MY BLOG....




OOI! WHY ARE YOU STILL READING MY BLOG?




GO AND STUDY FOR YOUR PMR!!!
HAHAHA....
ALL THE BEST AND DO WELL!

All in 1

listening >> 612星球 by S.H.E

S.H.E finally released their latest album...
ahhh.... i'v been waiting almost a year for it..
well... i'm a BIG FAN!
so whoever dislikes them,
you better dont talk about them infront of me..
if not the next thing you noe is tat you will be whack nor curse kao kao from me!
haha..
felt so tired these days..
dont noe wat had happen to me..
i've been sleeping alot previously..
like... i sleep around 2am and wake up at around 11.30,
take my "so called" breakfast,
and 1pm... i'll go bak to bed and wake up at 4pm...
what the heck?!
lolz..
well... people who noe me well noe tat i am "sleepable"
my record was 25 hours...
i dont noe why..
HEY! TATS A GIVE FROM GOD!
dont laugh!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
started studying for SPM...
1 months time to the big war..
well.. after the war...
Me and my friends are having hugh plans..
we are going up to penang again for GOOD FOOD..
gonna spend a few days up there..
enjoy and relax ALOT..
just a small group of friends around 5 person..
1 gay, all gals..
wahahhaa..
tats why..
whoever wish to sonspor me something,
dont worry... all i need is cash~
gotta save up to spend in penang...
and somemore... there will YEAR END SALE!
WACHA... shopping... here i come..
but basically..
i dont shop like normal gals do..
cause i am GAY!
hahaha..
my wish list is just a few..
- SHOES!
- IPOD!
- HANDPHONES!
- LAPTOPS!
- CLOTHES..?!
- DIGITAL STUFFS!
- CDs!!!
- FOOD!
- STARBUCKS!
yea.. i told you is just a few..
hahaha..
so... anyone wish to sponsor me?
i can sense tat after SPM...
time will pass very quick..
and good news to all bloggies...

On The Year 2009, January 15.
"I AM OFFICALLY HAVING MY 18TH BIG BASH POOL SIDE PARTY"
well..
still planning...
i noe some people out there will say...
why plan so early..
its because i want everything to be perfect on my 18th b'day!
i only hav it once in a life time..
and my dad is sponsoring..
weewoo..
alcohol and liqouirs are provided...!
dont worry~!!!
wahaha...
guest list is not out yet..
but...wahaha...
whoever i am going to invite...
YOU SHOULD APPEAR THAT NIGHT!
wahaha..
well...
i wanna go watch "Ps. I Love You" now..
and sleep later...
so....ciaoz...

:Picture of the day:

Penang Trip

listening >> 月光手札 by S.H.E

well..
i guess you bloggies got bored wit my blog cause i didnt update it for a long time?
FYI,
i went bak to Penang for the raya!
eh eh eh eh... FYI again...
Aku bukan malay!
i dont celebrate raya...
i just went bak because there was long holiday!
hehe..
stayed in my condo over there..
so basically we just spend on food and shopping!
hahaha..
the food there was---------WOW..
i walap every single food is available in penang!
my god..
i think i am fat d..
then we went to Feringgi to buy DVDs..
wahahahaha...
i walap almost 12 DVDs just for myself!
SHOIK!!!!!
lolz..
i have only 2 aims to go to penang..
1. FOOD!
2. DVDs!
wahahaha..
eventually,
everything in penang is way cheaper than Kl...
the food, and the best thing... DVDs..
is only 4 bucks...for 1...
so whatever movie i want...
i just take..
and my dad pay!
wahaha.... (sorry, i am a spoil brat!)
i guess i put on weight now..
OMG! I"M FAT!!!!!!!
ahhhh!!
dam... if i stay in penang...
i guess when you go up to penang and look for me...
you will probaby see a FAT me...
or maybe you will ask.. "who the heck are you!"
well..
i met my cousins there..
they are so cute..
i bet u all also wanna see how cute at them?
haha..
dont worry...
i got pics!!!!!
haha..

HE IS MY COUSIN! NOT MY COUSIN'S DOG!