My White Christmas

enjoying>> White Christmas by Il Divo

i just received the very best Christmas present this afternoon...
and be4 i start... i just wanna give a personal msg to
the 1 who hurt me the most on Wednesday, june 27th 2007
( Stephanie... you were once someone important to me, but now... i can finally stand out proudly and tell you, you are no longer important to me... i would like to thank you so so so much, for hurting me so deeply, because without you... i would never get this opportunity by allowing me to have more greater friends like evon, adeline, and most of all the one who took you place inside me... karyn! i would just like tat thank you so much! by losing YOU, I earn trust and love from THEM! )

the best present of the year award goes to karyn!!!
she gave me the present tat i always wish for....
loyalty, love, trust, and so much more...
not to say tat evon and adeline didn't...
they did... only this time i really want to intro another person who is also important to me...
(we can have a few best friends, you noe?! not just one...)she wrote me something which really made my christmas "white"
tats why i am listening to "white Christmas"i finally noe my existence...
and its really awesome!

billions of happiness fulfill my heart...

never ever felt tat while i was friends wit steph!

i didn't feel the existence...

of course wit evon and ying... more than enough!

(tats a good thing)

ohya, i still haven't get to the point yet...

oh... what she gave me,

was a special christmas msg she wrote in the forum for me...

how nice!

it was really the most lovely msg tat i ever receive!

she talked alot about our friendship and how we help each other when we both needed help...

she nearly make me cry...

but... no doubt i was touched by the msg... i still didn't cry...

so i wrote her back in the forum...

and a member comment about my 1st post.

it was so long! haha! i noe i noe!

hehe!

this pure little christmas msg lighten up my christmas and my life...

i remember everything... in detail...

even though wit evon ying and karyn...

is all inside my tiny little brain...

so we live with no regrets...

no regret knowing you...
no regret taking you as a friend...

no regret for everything...
good ones are always forever...

Merry Christmas everyone!

party monday night!

enjoying>> i have nothing by whitney houston

haiz...
christmas is 2 more days from today...
and i am not recovered yet...
am i going to enjoy a '' sick christmas'' this year?
erm... i think so...
i am so tired,
my mom ditch me up at 9.30am just to work on the garden!
MY GARDEN SUCKS!
but now... is just so much better,
because of me! wahaha!
i guess my fever over heat my brain...
kinda simply talking oready...
haha... but, my mom did her part...
she belanja me makan Mc D breakfast...
it was worth helping out...
believe me... this is the last time i am going to do gardening in my whole entire life!
gardening sucks!
since gardening was so boring... i brought my phone wit me so tat i could enjoy some music while i am working...
as everyone noes me... i will sing along...
haha...
then, my mother shouted, ''stop singing! you are going to make everything alive dead soon!!!"
because of my soar throat, all outta tune!
my face went ''SWT!!"
then i continued!
wahaha! so evil

tomoro is a big day, not christmas yet, but we are having a christmas party in my house!
we are going to celebrate christmas tomoro... wow!
tats why i was busy working on the garden!
if is not for this christmas party,
i dont give a shit about the garden man!
haha... what the heck!
so lets enjoy the night and merry christmas to all...

how to spell the word SICK!

argh... i am so sick man!
ok... let me see... vomit+fever+flu+cough+headache+soar throat+ear block!
great huh?!
Christmas is coming... and i am dead sick man!
omg! how am i going to enjoy Christmas?!!!
no matter how sick i am...
my mom pulled me to genting just now to see a concert!
sai lei leh?!
tats why i am getting worst... i cant talk and i can hear clearly!
feel like crying...
the only thing i can do is type...
and..... i cant sleep!
see... so early in the morning adi...
omg... how am i going to recover be4 christmas?!!!
and those ''people'' are disturbing me!
i need some rest!

dont noe why...
i'm starting to write...
based on a true story...
omg... my life is really changing...
what is the title of it?! haha!
private and confidential...
well... i am just writing for myself to read!
because when we are old... some things...
we might not recall tat easy...
so is better to write everything down be4 i get old...

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be4 i say the worst thing...
i have a good news...
i will be happy and call free from him these few days...
wahaha!!!
he went to langkawi yesterday...
finally peace! amen!!!!

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ok... something sucks alot...
SCHOOL REOPEN!!!!
omg... i am kinda freak out now...
i just started to enjoy the holidays...
and the second thing i noe...
fucking school is going to reopen...
ah.... i dont want to go to school la...
SPM year oready...
tat sucks alot.... ok?!!!!
no more parties, no more beer fest, no more shopping, no more yam cha, no more outings...
"NO LIFE YEAR!"
mama!!!

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i found a song tat means something to me...
i am not sure tat you guys out there heard it be4...
but is called '' headlines (friends forever)"
by spice girls...
well... is not about the song or spice girls...
but is the lyrics...
those lyrics, seems to express the words from my heart...

Let’s make the headlines, loud and true
(Say you love me and I’ll say I love you too)
I wanna tell the world I’m giving it all to you
(Just remember what simple words can do)
Let’s make the headlines, loud and clear
(All that I have I give to you my friend)
The best things suddenly happen when you are here
(Just remember friendship never ends)
And if I lost my way you’d carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone (everything)
And it’s just like everything matters when you are near (matters when you’re near)
(Say you love me and I’ll say I love you too)

Let’s make the headline true this time
(Just remember what simple words can do)
There’s no hiding from this magical state of mind
(I feel loved with you, I feel loved with you)
And if I lost my way you’d carry me home (I know, you take me, all the way to heaven)
Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone (everything)
And it’s just like everything matters when you are near (matters when you’re near)
(Everything matters, it really matters)

Lets make the headlines, loud and true
(I feel loved with you, I feel loved)
Lets make the headlines

‘Cause I’m giving it all
Yeah I’m giving it all to you

Ps:: i am so sorry tat i couldn't make it to the concert with you...sorry wang yue!

FUCK the hell off!

this few days, not much happen,
only,
karyn got angry...
tharani got sad...
carol got annoyed...
and carol got pist...
and carol got sick...
and carol is getting crazy...
so i think is quite fine these few days???!!...

my life is getting worst...
who can help me man?!
i really dont want to talk to my mom about this,
because she is telling the whole fucking family everything....
what on earth is so important to tell everyone...
i'm like a ''no privacy'' person...
my brother is fucking messing up my life..
my mother is pissing me off soon...
i am going to burst!!!!
i can feel tat, everything is getting worst...
now... HE MAKES ME HATE HIM ALOT!!!
I DON'T EVEN WANT TO LOOK AT HIM....
DON'T EVEN WANT TO TALK TO HIM...
''FUCK OFF!!"
GET THE HELL OUTTA MY LIFE!!!!
FUCK!!!!

Get A Life!

finally back home to malaysia,
i swear... no more taiwan for few years!
wanted to see what kinda life they live...
haha.... students there have no life at all!!!!
from 7am-8pm... they will be all at skull...
and me! well...so i spend my whole time with my aunt!
haha... reach taiwan, and the 2nd thing....
go to church! i went to church on a thursday...
everyone was using those eye language- there is a alien from malaysia....
haha! i was the ''alien''
great huh??
so... what really pisses me wasn't about the ''alien'' thing...
is about my ex... omg...
5 months... its so over!
why u kept on disturbing my life?!
i need my life!!!
if you wanna tell me.. he is just a ex... what can he do...
believe me... if you are me... you will be fucking pist too...
calling my handphone every fucking day! i totally hate tat...
of course! call MY HOUSE everyday! even my mom is fucking pist about those phone calls from him...
circling my house for nothing! what the hell!
fucking free izzit!
i so wanna kill someone now!
he just mess up my day!
and i hate tat!
i want my life back!
why why why~
the worst thing is, i met him while i was on the way home!
i even pretended nothing happen... and he stop me!
omg! come on man! i just hate it!
another reason to hate another asshole!
yes! we were once a couple... but NOT NOW!
i don't even wanna be your friend anymore!
its really scary tat someone comes to your door searching for you everyday!
i dont want tat man!
IS FUCKING OVER BETWEEN ME AND YOU!
GET A FUCKING NEW LIFE!
don't make me hate you more!

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ok ok! so today was karyn's open house!
haha! believe me... i wont forget today till the day i die!
forever.... always will be in my mind!
i guess you didn't imagine tat?!
haha!
i think even tharani also got shock! haha!
hope you and tharani enjoyed! wahaha!
anyway... let's go out someday!
getting late at night!
ciaoz...

happy open day!

well.. karyn is finally moving to bk3...
congrats...
just enjoy the night...

happy birthday!

today is ah ying's b'day...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND ENJOY LIFE!!!

JT

christmas deco

ok... even taiwan is boring.. but they are really creative when it comes to decoration...
this is hanson shopping mall's christmas tree...
it is so..... bright... haha


me and my asshole brother...
lv.........................

bettle cake.. haha

ohya... yesterday was the 1st day of sales in hanson.... and these ppl... ohhhh... and every 2 weeks... they will get a to exchange stuffs for free... so i guess i no need to say more...

(I believe all these ppl in the pic... came to exchange more than shopping)


we went to the so called sea side last sunday... i forgot the name... haha oops!

the pizza in costco is better than domino's, pizza hut 10000 times... and its cheap and bigggg...

this is dream mall... its brand new though... its something like times square...

couz....