THIS IS SHIT ASS...!
I DISLIKE HOW MY PARENTS DO THINGS...
AND THE BEST PART...
I HATE MY BROTHER....TAT FUCKING ASSHOLE...
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Liar!

listening >> Run The Show by Kat DeLuna

ok...
was pissed yesterday afternoon...
YCS... since you are so desperate to run this show all by yourself...
go on... ohya...
forgot... i resign.. is not because you win...
asshole like you are just dust in my eyes...
you think you are the pro...
but you are pro-loser..
and......
you are a liar...
you hav no prove or witness about me not doing my job~
oh.... i noe why..
BECAUSE YOU ARE MAKING THIS OUT OF YOURSELF...
you are just another amanda..
another person MOUTH FULL OF LIES!
enjoy working as a SU, SON OF A BITCH!

today.

listening >> 會呼吸的痛- 梁靜茹

today was... yea...
nothing much
went for lunch wit ALMIGHTY EVON WONG and April..
end up we went to bk5 mamak~
well...
we talked alot about everything...
then we went to her house...
saw auntie...
auntie told me tat kakak said tat i was close wit steph...
LAST TIME...
and yea... i didnt talk to her for
TOMORO is----- 1 year!
yea.... June 27th..
1 whole year..~
well...
i've gotta say.. time passed really fast...
it has been a long time...
so...
we went to pasar malam as usuals..
i ate chow tau fu!
cool~~~~~
after tat...
we saw someone...
OMG!
plz... dont bring her and see me again!
i will puke like shit man!
haha... I AM SERIOUS!
ok...
then after tat we brought our "sai mai lou"
up to puteri 12 hill~
while we enjoy our "sai mai lou" and my "chow taufu",
we.....
FINE... MOOD CORRUPTED!
FUCKING NO MOOD!

Fed Up wit my MUM

listening >> All Over Again by Ronan Keating feat Kate Rusby

FED UP WIT MY MUM!
what the damn fuck man!
just because i didnt wanted to go for dinner with them...
she wanna threaten me by saying
"i will call yan's mum and she what are you both up to!"
FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for Christ sake!
helping her on a Menu project is evidences
FUCK LA...
use some brain la...
just helping someone who cant draw is not a fucking crime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All over again

(Ronan Keating)
Turn Down the light, Turn up the radio.
There's a fire in your eyes, and its keeping me warm
Hold on to me like it was yesterday,
When we both felt our spirits collide

(Kate Rusby)
I remember the moment, being struck down by lightning
Since the first time I saw your face, and you smiled
Come and lay down with me
Fill the space that's between us
Feel the magic that keeps love alive

This time, can be like the first time
Close your eyes and soon you'll be there
No man could ever guess what you're feeling
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won't you start all over again.

(Ronan Keating)
Just like the first time you touched my skin,
All over again
I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again

Your smile
Your touch,
Your taste,
It turns me on and on and on,
That I fall in love with you,
All over again

(Kate Rusby)
Come and step through the stars,
Take a ride though the universe.
As long as we're here, lets take this whole thing in

(Ronan Keating)
What I'm trying to say,
Is that you are so beautiful
Let me say it, all over again.

Coz this time can be like the first time,
Close your eyes, but you'll soon will be there
No man could ever guess what you feeling,

Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won't you start all over again.

Just like the first time you touched my skin,
All over again
I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again

Your smile,
Your touch,
Your taste,
It turns me on and on and on.
That I fall in love with you,
I keep falling in love, with you.
All over again

All over again
All over again.



-I love you-

Tagged again by Wenyi

The rules are:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the question about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 4 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.


1. What was I doing 10 years ago?
10 years ago,hmm... tat means i was 7 years old... i guess... i started going to Yak Chee (my primary school) during June.. dont understand chinese at all..

2. 5 things on my to-do list today.

- update my blog

- finished up my Seni project

- prepare for BSMM this week

- update my to-do-list again

- rest... (ngam ngam fall sick for 1 week!)

3. 5 snacks I enjoy.

- chipster (chilli favor)

- french fries

- bacon

- chocolate

- vitagen!

4. 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire.
i would... since this time is a Billionaire.. than.. 15% to charity, invest in a growing strong company, beaches, ands, buildings, cars, hotels, pubs (for the 1 i love), share holdings, media stuffs, get myself my dream home... so.. actually i would become richer and richer.. so i can help more and earn more...

5. 5 of my bad habits.

- lazy for school

- dancing in public like no one's business

- strong alcoholic

- uncontrollable High Street 5 gamer

- i dont keep my room clean... haha~ i feel comfortable wit tat...

6. 5 placed I have lived.

- my house

- my grandma's house

- Evon's house

- Yan's house

- My room..? considered?

7. Jobs i've had.

- as a waitress for many years!! i'm pro wit tat

- sales assistant ( i was top sales!!!)

- event assistant ( i worked wit professional music players )

- an information assistant ( i worked in Signature Kitchen's HQ )

- a Discipline Officer, SU, Sergeant in MRCS ( still working as 1 )

I Tag:

- Yan

- Mel

- Peakky

- Kit

Good Driver! =.=''

listening >> Party People by Nelly feat Fergie

wow... it has been a long long time...
i never go and get high...
was sick recently....
but now i am alright...
thank you to all who are concerned about me...
yea...
all outta sudden...
evon wanted to go out...
so yan, sheh li, evon and me went to sunway to hav some good fun!
met a new fren - Alex....
haha..
yea... we wanted to go to pool...
but someone was busy playing..
so we went to starbucks...
after tat... we went to the empty place with we can enjoy the sunway lagoon view..
evon and i took tat as our place...
so we danced there like nobody's business!
haha...
it was a long time i didnt dance like tat adi...
we even recorded it!
WTF!!!
i was really happy and i enjoyed alot..
we went to bk3 mamak for supper..
after tat...
Thanks to Alex to let me drive his Matrix..
haha...
wow... it has been a long time i didnt drive...
to be honest...
but i was a good driver...
haha...
only... sometimes i didnt see the bumb coming!
so we explored Bandar Kinrara...
haha....
it was really cool~~~

shh.. we were in Barcelona~ weewoo..
assholes!
poser gile.... sleeping on the open air FLOOR!!!

almighty evon and me!
haha... I sucked!
yan and me! Finally.. i got a pic!!

一線之差

listening >>　眼淚 by 張學友
　
朋友與情人只是一線之差．
對嗎？
我前前後後問過我自己１４７次．
可能，不只這個數目．

兄弟，
是時侯作出你的決定了．
　

Tagged by Mel

Part 1

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
er... apparently no intention of getting married..

2. What will you do when you feel really emo?
drink... get drunk...

3. Who is your Idol?
Leehom...

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
anywhere... as long i'm with the 1 i love.

5. If you have one dream to come true, what will it be?
same as mel... rewind time!

6. What is the purpose of your life?
to love the one i love, to help tat those who need help.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
i lost my best friend once.. tats still freak me off... but now... i think is the 1 i love

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the days?
a simple msg or a call from my long lost best friend..

9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
no.. cause i always think tat i wont be the best choice for him/her

10. List out 3 good things about the person who tagged you.
friendly, kind, she loves god!

11. What kind of people you hate the most?
BACK STABBERS! BITCH, ASSHOLES!

12. What will you do if you get a million dollars?
depends on what dollars i would have, if is US dollar... tat means is 3 times the money in malaysia... so... i will take 20% of it for charity.. and others... for investment so i can earn more money.. (pn. Chua always say "think economically!")

13. What is your ambition?
someone successful. to prove to those who look down on me..

14. What will you do if you got rejected by someone you love?
not sure.. cause never tried! hehe...

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
not sure... as long as can be a better person...

16. What is your favorite color(s)?
i love this question.. black, black, black and white.

17. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my grandma, friendships, the one i love

18. If there's one thing in life you wish to do but yet unable to do, what would it be?
turn into a guy... possible? well.. there is 1 more easy 1.. Steph.. would you like to have tea wit me and evon like the old days? =)

19. What will you do if tomorrow is the last day of the world?
i will call steph and say i miss her..

20. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
love me (of course)!, honest, polite, mature, HOT!


Part 2

8 things I am passionate about :

1. Laptop
2. Music
3. Handphone
4. Friendships
5. Dancing
6. Pool
7. Alcohols
8. Cam Whore wit my gals

8 thing i say or do often :

1. Fuck You!
2. sms
3. Online (tats a must!)
4. Blogging
5. Ok ok...
6. Msn
7. listening to music all the time.

8 things I've read recently :

1. ok... tough one! i just read an Oxford Dictionary lately..
2. emails
3. msges
4. MRSC agenda
5. yan's blog
6. my blog
7. mel' blog ( tat why now i only noe i was tagged)
8. and... i guess i touched the news paper few days ago..

8 songs I could listen over and over again :
1. 追- 張學友 (活出生命演唱會版)
2. 漂浮地铁- 李宇春
3. Bleeding Love- Leona Lewis
4. 新不了情- 楊忠偉
5. Empty- The Click 5
6. Far Away- Nickelback
7. Butterfly Kisses- Michael Bolton
8. More Than Words- Frankie J

8 things I learn about this year :
1. to cherish those tat cherish you
2. even you are right.. as long as ppl doesn't like you, they will make up stories and say u didnt do anything.
3. if you miss someone, you just gotta cry alone without a sound in the middle of the night.
4. bitch will always stay as a bitch.
5. became a Bi (haha)
6. love is not wrong even though is among the same sex
7. to format my own laptop
8. learn to drink Volka

15 people I wanna tag :
1. Evon
2. Yan
3. Charlene
4. Grace
5. Jane (heng dai)
6. Peakky
7. Pamela
8. Sheh Li
9. WenYi

ok... i'm lazy to think adi... who want to get tagged.. just tag it.. haha!

sick adi...
no mood!
-fuck to life-!

I did nothing for BSMM!!

listening >> Private Party by Leona Lewis feat Ludacris

yea.. it seems tat i did nothing for BSMM!
YEA! I DID NOTHING!!!
OHYA...
i was the one who asked ben bak to help,
i was one of them who help in the training for both drill competitions!
i was the one who got the deal to teach in Yak Chee!
i was the one who set up the installation this year,
i was one of them who settle members complains,
i was also one of them who gotta run around when students are injured!

And IS THIS DOING NOTHING?!!
TELL ME?!!!
if this is doing nothing!
what the fucking shit i was doing?!!!

i noe wat YOU said to teacher behind my damn bak?!
and i also noe tat you said lies and teacher trust you for tat!
yea... you think no one heard it?!
you are lucky...
someone DID!

those who have eyes to see,
can prove tat i am doing my job,
doubt i am only a SU,
but you are only a commander...
sergeant?
I AM ONE TOO..
i am not your SU,
i hav the rights not to listen to your "so called commands!"
i only will listen those higher ranks than me!
but it will never be YOU!

And my fucking shit ass brother!
THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY MUM BECAME MY ENEMY!!
I M SO FUCKING GLAD FOR YOU TAT YOU ACTUALLY COMES FROM THE SAME PLANET AS THE ONE TAT I AM TALKING ABOUT ABOVE THERE... HELL!!
I WILL NEVER FUCKING WANNA TALK TO YOU GUYS ANYMORE!

STEPHEN TAN WEN JIN! GET YOUR OWN FUCKING LIFE!!
YOU FUCKING SHIT!

nothing-sumthing-everything

listening >> If I Never See You Again by Maroon 5 feat Rihanna

today was.... boring in school...
came bak by kok jun's moto...
rushing for time today...
haha...
auntie was so funny!
"pek yau"!
haha
yea.... auntie very cute la..
haha...
nothing much happen ...
yea...
like tat..

High Street 5

listening >> Go On Girl by NeYo

haha..
was too tired to blog yesterday..
and yea... i woke up late this morning..!
deng!!!
played High Street 5 yesterday!
weewoo~!!
kinda fun~

nags!!!

listening >> TO MY MUM'S NAGGING!

omg!
got migraine this morning..
so late for school..
at the end... no school..
well..
just got up from bed...
and my mum started NAGGING again!
nag nag nag nag nag!
non-stop..
so.. beh tahan...
deng la!!!!!
tahan for so long already...
now its time to fight back for my rights!
oh please..
just let me hav my life!
my life will be so perfect without your nags...
my life will be so wonderful without your nags...
my life will be so in peace if you guys just stop nagging me!!!!!
parents say...
this is good for you...
dont mix wit tat so and so friend..
dont dress up like tat..
dont do this kind of stuffs..
why this why tat!!!!
EH HELLO!!!
I GOT MY LIFE TO LIVE...
WHY WANNA SIMPLY COME AND TELL ME WAT TO DO?!!
EVEN THOUGH YOU GUYS ARE MY PARENTS...
YOU CAN TELL...
NOT NAG!!!!

(apologies to all bloggies.. but i just can't stand it anymore!)
i've been quiet since my mum 1st started nagging my ass off..!
i just remain silence and ignore her...
damn....!!!!

as time goes by... i am not a 5 year old kid anymore...
i am a teenager now..
why are they still treating me as if i hav no brains to think for myself?!!!
yes, to them... no matter wat... we are still young in their life..
but tat doesn't mean tat we wont think for ourself too..
we noe what we are doing...

the more you nag..
the more we will go the negative road..
because we are so fed up of those nags!

peakky..

listening >> Welcome To Beijing by All Star

well... i am not a Beijing Fan...
but haha... since Olympic is around there corner...
so kinda listen to it..
well i am a chinese...
and my grandpa comes from China..
so support abit loh..
and its also because Wang LeeHom was also one of the singers...
so... yea... SUPPORT LEEHOM!!!
haha..
lastest update...
Peakky became my "Kai Mui"
well...
i am proud to hav a Kai Mui like her..
cause she its nice and of course she cares for me too..
so... no regrets taking her as my mui...
it has been a long long long time i didnt "kai" mui mui adi...
yea... because it cause me lotz of rumors...
and i hate it...
but.. i belive...
she wont be another rumor to interupt my life..
so peakky...
dont go naughty or bad...
cause if i noe... i'll hunt for you..!

cutting down...!

listening >> 追 by 张国荣

today was kinda ok...but now boring!
so...
i spend my time cooking breakfast..
and online..
wow... breakfast was...
tiring!!!
i swear to god..
i would never wanna cook myself again!
haha..
yea.. and i feel like sleeping now...
school reopen tomoro...
wow...
2 weeks passed tat fast huh?!
i think...
its time to prepare myself for SPM...
tat means...
LESS outings, LESS yam cha, LESS msging.. LESS overnites
haha...
look carefully...
its Less, not No...
so...
yea... just gotta try to cut down loh...
even though i will miss it alot...
but gotta try to control loh..
i will be a flying free after SPM for sure...
but now... i'm like also flying free...swt swt!!!

life changes...

listening >> Hero Heroine by Boys Like Girls

haha... its late at night...
yea... got my new desktop yesterday..
haha!!!
so happy...
finally... can enjoy playing High Street 5!
weewoo!!!
nothing to do...
so took out those photo albums and have a look at it..
wow...
never knew i was a so Girl last time...
haha...
and now... swt! TomBoy!
yea...
people changes...
and its not weird if i changed too..
haha...
and i do notice... haha
i dont really like taking pics last time..
but now...
WOOOO!!! cam whore everywhere...
see... i changed tat much
haha..
yea...
wish to go on a long holiday again..
beaches, mountains, and nice places la...
haha...
dreaming again!

specky Jen

listening >> Your Love Is A Lie by Simple Plan

well..
nothing much today..
went to the optical early this morning...
haiz...
dislike going there..
not because i dislike the place..
is because my mum always force me to get wat i dowan!
fed up!
at the end.. fine...
i just remained silence and move on...
yea... spec-ky me...
got kinda pist cause i did tat stupid eye test for fucking long..
damn... kinda not use to it..
came bak home...
did something..
and then went to evon's house to meet her up for dinner...
haha..
after tat...
she went high for no reason... or maybe.
there was a reason..
HAHA...
then went to shoik for a drink...
evon came along with me...
not for long...
leonard came and pick evon home...
cause it was getting late..
and dad wasn't here yet..
yea..
today was fine..
only the morning part pisted me off~

evie... and me
shh.. dont bite me!
of course! we came for "a cup of tea"....
bffss...
maksud ape? i tak tau!

gastric!

listening >> Damaged by Danity Kane

wow...
busy week...
had breakfast with evon in the morning..
gastric..!
deng!!!
haiz...
after that meal... i think i didnt take in anything...
NO WAN DER LA!!!

friday....pist

listening >> Si Lu by Fish Leong

friday night was a pist night!
drank volka and vomited...
sacrifice myself... for something!
god bless me...
hope it was really something worth for...